The Prussian OfficerLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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The Prussian Officer
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
Fiction; Short stories
Miss Louisa was frightened of the inert man upon the bed. Then she felt
a flash of fear of Mr Massy, hearing his thin, detached voice. And
then, calmed, she looked up. On the far side of the bed were the heads
of the mother and son, the one in the black lace cap, with the small
white nape of the neck beneath, the other, with brown, sun-scorched
hair too close and wiry to allow of a parting, and neck tanned firm,
bowed as if unwillingly. The great grey beard of the old man did not
move, the prayer continued. Mr Massy prayed with a pure lucidity, that
they all might conform to the higher Will. He was like something that
dominated the bowed heads, something dispassionate that governed them
inexorably. Miss Louisa was afraid of him. And she was bound, during
the course of the prayer, to have a little reverence for him. It was
like a foretaste of inexorable, cold death, a taste of pure justice.
That evening she talked to Mary of the visit. Her heart, her veins were
possessed by the thought of Alfred Durant as he held his mother in his
arms; then the break in his voice, as she remembered it again and
again, was like a flame through her; and she wanted to see his face
more distinctly in her mind, ruddy with the sun, and his golden-brown
eyes, kind and careless, strained now with a natural fear, the fine
nose tanned hard by the sun, the mouth that could not help smiling at
her. And it went through her with pride, to think of his figure, a
straight, fine jet of life.
“He is a handsome lad,” said she to Miss Mary, as if he had not been a
year older than herself. Underneath was the deeper dread, almost
hatred, of the inhuman being of Mr Massy. She felt she must protect
herself and Alfred from him.
“When I felt Mr Massy there,” she said, “I almost hated him. What right
had he to be there!”
“Surely he had all right,” said Miss Mary after a pause. “He is
_really_ a Christian.”
“He seems to me nearly an imbecile,” said Miss Louisa.
Miss Mary, quiet and beautiful, was silent for a moment:
“Oh, no,” she said. “Not _imbecile_——”
“Well then—he reminds me of a six months’ child—or a five months’
child—as if he didn’t have time to get developed enough before he was
born.”
“Yes,” said Miss Mary, slowly. “There is something lacking. But there
is something wonderful in him: and he is really _good_——”
“Yes,” said Miss Louisa, “it doesn’t seem right that he should be. What
right has _that_ to be called goodness!”
“But it _is_ goodness,” persisted Mary. Then she added, with a laugh:
“And come, you wouldn’t deny that as well.”
There was a doggedness in her voice. She went about very quietly. In
her soul, she knew what was going to happen. She knew that Mr Massy was
stronger than she, and that she must submit to what he was. Her
physical self was prouder, stronger than he, her physical self disliked
and despised him. But she was in the grip of his moral, mental being.
And she felt the days allotted out to her. And her family watched.
IV
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