The Prussian OfficerLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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The Prussian Officer
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
Fiction; Short stories
“Very well,” replied Mr Massy. And in a moment he padded away.
Mary went to her mother. She was cold and reserved.
“Mr Massy has asked me to marry him, mama,” she said. Mrs Lindley went
on staring at her book. She was cramped in her feeling.
“Well, and what did you say?”
They were both keeping calm and cold.
“I said I would speak to you before answering him.”
This was equivalent to a question. Mrs Lindley did not want to reply to
it. She shifted her heavy form irritably on the couch. Miss Mary sat
calm and straight, with closed mouth.
“Your father thinks it would not be a bad match,” said the mother, as
if casually.
Nothing more was said. Everybody remained cold and shut-off. Miss Mary
did not speak to Miss Louisa, the Reverend Ernest Lindley kept out of
sight.
At evening Miss Mary accepted Mr Massy.
“Yes, I will marry you,” she said, with even a little movement of
tenderness towards him. He was embarrassed, but satisfied. She could
see him making some movement towards her, could feel the male in him,
something cold and triumphant, asserting itself. She sat rigid, and
waited.
When Miss Louisa knew, she was silent with bitter anger against
everybody, even against Mary. She felt her faith wounded. Did the real
things to her not matter after all? She wanted to get away. She thought
of Mr Massy. He had some curious power, some unanswerable right. He was
a will that they could not controvert.—Suddenly a flush started in her.
If he had come to her she would have flipped him out of the room. He
was never going to touch _her_. And she was glad. She was glad that her
blood would rise and exterminate the little man, if he came too near to
her, no matter how her judgment was paralysed by him, no matter how he
moved in abstract goodness. She thought she was perverse to be glad,
but glad she was. “I would just flip him out of the room,” she said,
and she derived great satisfaction from the open statement.
Nevertheless, perhaps she ought still to feel that Mary, on her plane,
was a higher being than herself. But then Mary was Mary, and she was
Louisa, and that also was inalterable.
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