“Any one who amounts to anything stays in his head. He’s not
complicated by _souls_. All the comfortable, solid world calls you
absurd for what you say and the way you look, when this Eastern stuff
starts you going. You get so absorbed that you lose all touch with
things down here, the things you are really here to do. You stop making
money and go around saying the Lord will provide. You don’t really let
Him, you let other people support you and call it God’s work. You call
yourself the Elect, and yet you can’t do the things that average people
do. Mainly, you talk. You stop work to talk. You settle heaven and God
and the soul with talk!... Oh, Dicky, that’s why I hate it all so;
that’s why I’d rather be a factory girl; that’s why I’m all lame and
tired about ‘ideals’ and ‘supermen’ and ‘abstractions’--because I’ve
heard so much talk.... It’s the first thing I remember. Lying in the
crib--I began to hear my father’s voice.”
“But you’ve got all this stuff, Pidge. That’s what makes you--makes
you----”
“It is what makes me nothing! It is what keeps me from being an
honest-to-God mill girl. It is what keeps me from everything that means
something to other mill girls. It is what keeps me from taking life
as I find it. It’s what spoils me from really knowing Miss Claes or
Nagar--or what they are about--because so many words have been dinned
into my ears before coming to New York.”
The hardest thing on Dicky these days was that Pidge had to work in
a factory. This thought was never far from the central arena of his
mind. It chafed and irked. There was very little of the philanderer in
his breed. Mostly, the Cobdens had chosen their women carefully, after
long, cool, studious courtship. Having decided, courted and married,
nothing short of death could break in. Doubtless Dicky’s fidelity
was as stable as that of his relatives, even though his heart had
not turned so cautiously to his light of day. Pidge had risen in his
heavens and possessed them like the rising sun. There were not two suns
in his system.
He had meant to live lean down in Harrow Street, but his idea of that
wasn’t native to the locality. His ramifications for keeping clean were
considerable and very disturbing to Pidge Musser, who had been brought
up in Southern California to wear a few white garments which she could
wash herself. Washing was impossible in her room, and wasn’t at all
easy in the hall below where Miss Claes had told her to get her water.
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