At once Gven let his thoughts explode in undisciplined profusion. The
men drew back a little, shocked by the unfamiliar impact of another's
passion on their minds.
"The very first mind I sought was that of a girl who calls herself
Maria Dolores. Often her mind turns in upon itself and she reflects
like this, 'Maria Dolores, you have behaved badly to your papa today.
Now you must go and ask him to forgive you and give him a kiss.' In
this way she scolds herself for small misdemeanors. Her world is
composed of happy, innocent trivialities, though as her purity touches
on them and causes them to glow briefly before they are left behind, it
seems that there are no more divine and lovely things in existence than
those in the world of my Maria Dolores."
Gven blushed and paused for a moment, then rushed on. "I sense that
her father and mother have barricaded her from everyone else. They are
strict with Maria Dolores and sometimes she wishes she could go out to
dances as the other girls do. But she is not sad for long, and goes
to gather flowers for the dinner table. She sets them in long silver
dishes, that reflect the pink and red glow of the sunset slanting
through the window. This pleases Maria Dolores and she stands watching
for a long time."
Gven would have said more, but all at once Corven, the cultural
researcher, interrupted, looking at me. "Noven, what have you brought
upon us by your curiosity? We are being buried in an avalanche of
poetic fancies."
After this, Gven sat silent, his face burning, and the rest of us began
to talk of the relation between the sites of mines and the locations of
proving grounds.
For many days, I watched Gven covertly. He no longer seemed to care
about our rebuffs, nor did he show any desire to ask us questions. He
only sat by the panels, his expression withdrawn and intent, while the
rest of us hustled busily and a little self-consciously around him.
I came to notice a certain perplexity in his face after a time, and
felt that I should ask if he needed any assistance. But I was awkward
and unsure of myself, so I only watched him and said nothing. At last
he came to me, having built up a powerful reserve of feeling that
overflowed with the more violence for having been repressed so long.
"There is something that is to happen in the life of my Maria Dolores,"
Gven began directly.
Unaccountably, I tensed and tried to suppress the warmth I felt toward
him. "Well, what is it then?" I answered.
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