France -- History -- Louis XV, 1715-1774 -- Fiction
“Monseigneur,” he said with great sweetness, “I am a disappointment
to you that must be hard to bear.... I have been nine years in the
army and am no more than captain. I must now leave this honourable
employment with ruined health and a ruined fortune.”
The Marquis stood without movement. Luc proceeded to tell him, gently
and with courage, of the great expenses of the war, of his illness
at Eger, of the necessity he had been under of parting with most of
his property in Paris to meet his debts, of the doctor’s advice that
the bitter hardship of the retreat from Prague had sown the seeds of
perpetual weakness and suffering in his breast.
“But I shall live many years,” he finished, “and there are other ways
of glory.”
With these simple words was the tale told of his life’s hopes, his
dearest dreams utterly vanquished by brutal circumstance. Even his
father did not know what ambitions he had warmed in his heart only
a few months ago; even his father did not know from what horrors of
despair he had won his lofty sweetness of acceptance.
“You must not grieve, Monseigneur--soldiers expect such fates, and
I----” Then quite suddenly his voice failed him, and he turned away
his head, almost violently, and gazed at the placid gardens and the
gorgeous beech tree.
The Marquis’s chin sank on his bosom; he also had had his secret
dreams that he was now called upon to relinquish. This was his
favourite son standing before him and saying he was a useless invalid.
“A useless invalid”--the words surged up in the old noble’s throat
till he felt as if he had spoken them.
“Forgive me,” he muttered; “I was not expecting this--no, not
expecting this.” He raised his head and said in a firmer voice, “M. de
Caumont would be glad to be speaking to his son on any terms. I must
not be ungrateful--no, I must not be ungrateful.”
Luc turned towards his father eyes that seemed to have widened and
darkened. “I have thought of that,” he replied. “I once indeed wished
to die as Hippolyte and M. d’Espagnac, but I felt----” He paused
again; a certain diffidence that had always made him reserved and
a true modesty prevented him from uttering his deep conviction of
gifts--nay, genius--that must yet find expression and recognition.
No such thought consoled the old Marquis. He saw his son’s career
broken at the beginning and his son’s fortune lost. He was not himself
a wealthy man; he could do little more than give him a home--and it
was an inglorious end.
But the noble rallied.
“Your mother will be glad,” he said, with a pathetic smile. “I think
she has not had an easy moment since you went to the war.”
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