France -- History -- Louis XV, 1715-1774 -- Fiction
Luc could not answer. He saw that his father was looking not at
him, but at the famous uniform of the _régiment du roi_ that he
wore, and, like a picture suddenly thrust before his eyes, came the
long-forgotten recollection of the day his father had bought him his
commission and of their mutual pride in the trappings and symbols of
war: there had been a de Clapiers in the army for many hundred years.
Thinking of this, and seeing the old man’s wistful glance, Luc felt
the bitterness that had smitten him on his sick couch at Eger re-arise
in his heart.
“My God!” he cried softly, “it is hard to be a useless man.”
He kissed his father’s hand, and then went up softly to that chamber
he had left nine years ago in a tumult of glorious anticipation, of
surging ambitions, of pure resolutions. The anticipations had been
disappointed, the ambitions had ended, but the resolutions had been
kept. Luc de Clapiers had done nothing since he had left his boyhood’s
home of which any man could be ashamed.
He thought of his mother as he entered the room, for she had promised
to leave it untouched for him, and he saw at once how lovingly she
had kept her word. Certainly, the red and gold hangings on the bed
and the windows had been removed, but carefully preserved, for the
servants had already brought them out and laid them across the cabinet
by the window--the beautiful curved bow-window with the latticed panes
bearing the little coat of arms in each in leaded, coloured glass.
There were his chairs, his books, his candlesticks, his low, wide bed
with the four carved posts, his crucifix, his picture of St. Cecilia
with her music from the Italian, even his violin and his old torn
papers in a green portfolio. He went round the room, vaguely touching
these objects that were free even from a speck of dust.
Only one thing was missing--a wooden figure of St. George that had
stood on a bracket in the corner. Luc had been fervently religious
in his youth and passionately devoted to this image that he had even
wished to take to the army with him. His mother, he remembered, had
never liked this figure, which she had declared uncouth and hideous.
Now, it seemed, she had taken her revenge, for the bracket was empty.
Luc went to the window, where the chestnut leaves were peering against
the pane. The green of them, with the sun behind, was translucent as
jade, and the workmanship of the white curling flowers seemed a beauty
beyond bearing.
As Luc looked at them he took off his sword, his sash, his scarf,
his coat, and laid them across the old wand-bottomed chair in the
window-seat.
Then he crossed to the square tortoiseshell-framed mirror that hung by
the bed and looked at himself in the murky, greenish glass.
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