The Quest: The authorized translation from the Dutch of De kleine JohannesEeden, Frederik van
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The Quest: The authorized translation from the Dutch of De kleine Johannes
Eeden, Frederik van
Dutch fiction -- Translations into English
"Who can say? How long have you known this friend--and whom of the
people have you known besides? But although your friend were right, how
would it help me, and what would it matter to me? Must I, in my
sixty-fourth year, give away all that I have, and go out house-cleaning?
Do you mean that I ought to do that, Johannes?"
Johannes was perplexed. "I do not say that, dear Aunt Seréna."
"But, what do you say, then? And what do you want of me?"
Johannes was silent.
"You see, Johannes...." continued Aunt Seréna, with a break in her
voice--not looking at him now, but staring hard at her coffee-tray--"I
never have had any children, and all the people whom I have been very
fond of are either dead or gone away. My friends do, indeed, show me
much cordiality. On my birthday I had forty-four calls, two hundred and
eleven cards and notes, and about fifty presents; but that, however, is
not for me true life. The life of the old is so barren if no young are
growing near. I have not complained about it, and have submitted to
God's will. But since ... for a few months ... you ... I thought it a
blessing--a dispensation from God...."
Aunt Seréna's voice grew so broken and hoarse that she stopped speaking,
and began to rummage in her work-basket.
Johannes felt very tenderly toward her, but it seemed to him as if, in
two seconds, he had become much older and wiser; yes, as if he had even
grown, visibly, and was taller than a moment before. Never yet had he
spoken with such dignity.
"My dear Aunt, I really am not ungrateful. I think you are good. More
than almost any other you have been kind to me. But yet I must go. My
conscience tells me so. I would be willing to stay, you see; but still I
am going because it is best. If you say, 'You must not,' then I cannot
help it; I think, though, that I will quietly run away. I am truly sorry
to cause you sadness, but you will soon hear of an--another boy, or a
girl, who will make you happier. I must find my friend--my conscience
tells me so. Are you going to say, Aunt Seréna, that I must not?"
Aunt Seréna had taken out her worsted work, and appeared to be comparing
colors. Then, very slowly, she replied:
"No, I shall not say that, my dear boy; at least, if you have thought it
all over well."
"I have, Aunt Seréna," said Johannes.
* * * * *
Being deeply anxious, he wished to go instantly to learn where Markus
had been taken. After that he would return to "Vrede-best."
He mounted the stone steps of the police station with dread and
distaste. The officers, who were sitting outside on chairs, received
him, according to their wont, with scant courtesy. The chief eyed
Johannes, after the latter's bashful inquiry, with a scornful
expression, which seemed to say: "What business is it of yours, and
where have I seen you before?"
Johannes learned, however, that "the prisoner" had been set free. What
use he had made of his freedom Johannes must find out for himself.
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