Smith laughed. "I haven't the pleasure of the gentleman's acquaintance.
I'm long on commercial arithmetic and the money market; long, again,
Lawrenceville will tell you, on the new dancing steps and things of that
sort. But I've never dabbled much in the highbrow stuff."
"It's a change," said the salesman, willing to defend himself. "I read a
little now and then, just to get away from the commercial grind. The ego
theory is interesting. It is based on the idea that no man is altogether
the man he thinks he is, or that others think he is; that association,
environment, training, taste, inclination, and all those things have
developed a personality which might have been altogether different if
the constraining conditions had been different. Do you get that?"
"Perfectly. If I'd been brought up some other way I might have been
cutting meat in a butcher's shop instead of taking bank chances on more
or less doubtful notes of hand. What's the next step?"
"The German hair-splitters go a little farther and ring in what they
call the 'Absolute Ego,' by which they mean the ego itself, unshackled
by any of these conditions which unite in forming the ordinary
personality. They say that if these conditions could be suddenly swept
away or changed completely, a new man would emerge, a man no less
unrecognizable, perhaps, to his friends than he would be to himself."
"That's rather far-fetched, don't you think?" queried the
practical-minded listener. "I can see how a man may be what he is
chiefly because his inherited tastes and his surroundings and his
opportunities have made him so. But after the metal has once been poured
in the mould it's fixed, isn't it?"
Debritt shook his head.
"I'm only a wader in the edges of the pool, myself," he admitted. "I
dabble a little for my own amusement. But, as I understand it, the
theory presupposes a violent smashing of the mould and a remelting of
the metal. Let me ask you something: when you were a boy did you mean
to grow up and be a bank cashier?"
Smith laughed. "I fully intended to be a pirate or a stage-robber, as I
remember it."
"There you are," drawled the travelling man. "The theory goes on to say
that in childhood the veil is thin and the absolute ego shows through.
I'm not swallowing the thing whole, you understand. But in my own
experience I've seen a good man go hopelessly into the discard, and a
bad one turn over a new leaf and pull up, all on account of some sudden
earthquake in the conditions. Call it all moonshine, if you like, and
let's come down to earth again. How about getting back to town? I'd be
glad to stay here forever, but I'm afraid the house might object. When
did you say Mr. Dunham would be home?"
"We are looking for him to-morrow, though he may be a day or two late.
But you needn't worry about your order, if that is what is troubling
you. I happen to know that he intends giving the engraving of the new
stock-certificates to your people."
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