"ANYTUS and Meletus can kill me, but they cannot hurt me," said
Socrates; and Governor Sancho, with all the itch of newly-acquired
authority, could not make the young weaver of steel-heads for lances
sleep in prison. In the Vision of Er the souls passed straight
forward under the throne of necessity, and out into the plains of
forgetfulness, where they must severally drink of the river of
unmindfulness whose waters cannot be held in any vessel. The throne,
the plain, and the river are still here, but in the distance rise the
great lone heavenward hills, and the wise among us no longer ask of the
gods Lethe, but rather remembrance. Necessity can set me helpless on my
back, but she cannot keep me there; nor can four walls limit my vision.
I pass out from under her throne into the garden of God a free man, to
my ultimate beatitude or my exceeding shame. All day long this world
lies open to me; ay, and other worlds also, if I will but have it so;
and when night comes I pass into the kingdom and power of the dark.
I lie through the long hours and watch my bridge, which is set with
lights across the gloom; watch the traffic which is for me but so many
passing lamps telling their tale by varying height and brightness.
I hear under my window the sprint of over-tired horses; the rattle
of uncertain wheels as the street-sellers hasten south; the jangle
of cab bells as the theatre-goers take their homeward way; the gruff
altercation of weary men, the unmelodious song and clamorous laugh of
women whose merriment is wearier still. Then comes a time of stillness
when the light in the sky waxes and wanes, when the cloud-drifts
obscure the stars, and I gaze out into blackness set with watching
eyes. No sound comes from without but the voice of the night-wind and
the cry of the hour. The clock on the mantelpiece ticks imperatively,
for a check has fallen on the familiarity which breeds a disregard
of common things, and a reason has to be sought for each sound which
claims a hearing. The pause is wonderful while it lasts, but it is not
for long. The working world awakes, the poorer brethren take up the
burden of service; the dawn lights the sky; remembrance cries an end to
forgetting.
Sometimes in the country on a night in early summer you may shut the
cottage door to step out into an immense darkness which palls heaven
and earth. Going forward into the embrace of the great gloom, you are
as a babe swaddled by the hands of night into helpless quiescence. Your
feet tread an unseen path, your hands grasp at a void, or shrink from
the contact they cannot realise; your eyes are holden; your voice would
die in your throat did you seek to rend the veil of that impenetrable
silence.
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