I, a shy lover of the fields and woods, longed always, should a painless
passing be vouchsafed me, to make my bed on the fragrant pine needles in
the aloneness of a great forest; to lie once again as I had lain many a
time, bathed in the bitter sweetness of the sun-blessed pines, lapped in
the manifold silence; my ear attuned to the wind of Heaven with its call
from the Cities of Peace. In sterner mood, when Love’s hand held a
scourge, I craved rather the stress of the moorland with its bleaker mind
imperative of sacrifice. To rest again under the lee of Rippon Tor swept
by the strong peat-smelling breeze; to stare untired at the long
cloud-shadowed reaches, and watch the mist-wraiths huddle and shrink
round the stones of blood; until my sacrifice too was accomplished, and
my soul had fled. A wild waste moor; a vast void sky; and naught between
heaven and earth but man, his sin-glazed eyes seeking afar the distant
light of his own heart.
With years came counsels more profound, and the knowledge that man was no
mere dweller in the woods to follow the footsteps of the piping god, but
an integral part of an organised whole, in which Pan too has his
fulfilment. The wise Venetians knew; and read pantheism into
Christianity when they set these words round Ezekiel’s living creatures
in the altar vault of St Mark’s:—
QUAEQUE SUB OBSCURIS DE CRISTO DICTA FIGURIS
HIS APERIRE DATUR ET IN HIS, DEUS IPSE NOTATUR.
“Thou shalt have none other gods but me.” If man had been able to keep
this one commandment perfectly the other nine would never have been
written; instead he has comprehensively disregarded it, and perhaps never
more than now in the twentieth century. Ah, well! this world, in spite
of all its sinning, is still the Garden of Eden where the Lord walked
with man, not in the cool of evening, but in the heat and stress of the
immediate working day. There is no angel now with flaming sword to keep
the way of the Tree of Life, but tapers alight morning by morning in the
Hostel of God to point us to it; and we, who are as gods knowing good and
evil, partake of that fruit “whereof whoso eateth shall never die”; the
greatest gift or the most awful penalty—Eternal Life.
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