I then, with my craving for tree and sky, held that a great capital with
its stir of life and death, of toil and strife and pleasure, was an ill
place for a sick man to wait in; a place to shrink from as a child
shrinks from the rude blow of one out of authority. Yet here, far from
moor and forest, hillside and hedgerow, in the family sitting-room of the
English-speaking peoples, the London much misunderstood, I find the
fulfilment by antithesis of all desire. For the loneliness of the
moorland, there is the warmth and companionship of London’s swift beating
heart. For silence there is sound—the sound and stir of service—for the
most part far in excess of its earthly equivalent. Against the fragrant
incense of the pines I set the honest sweat of the man whose lifetime is
the measure of his working day. “He that loveth not his brother whom he
hath seen, how shall he love God whom he hath not seen?” wrote Blessed
John, who himself loved so much that he beheld the Lamb as it had been
slain from the beginning when Adam fell, and the City of God with light
most precious. The burden of corporate sin, the sword of corporate
sorrow, the joy of corporate righteousness; thus we become citizens in
the Kingdom of God, and companions of all his creatures. “It is not good
that the man should be alone,” said the Lord God.
I live now as it were in two worlds, the world of sight, and the world of
sound; and they scarcely ever touch each other. I hear the grind of
heavy traffic, the struggle of horses on the frost-breathed ground, the
decorous jolt of omnibuses, the jangle of cab bells, the sharp warning of
bicycles at the corner, the swift rattle of costers’ carts as they go
south at night with their shouting, goading crew. All these things I
hear, and more; but I see no road, only the silent river of my heart with
its tale of wonder and years, and the white beat of seagulls’ wings in
strong inquiring flight.
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