character of the look in the eyes shifted and varied; there was fear
in it, grief, weariness, disgust, sometimes even horror; and these
expressions passed like the lights and shadows over a fair landscape.
But the mouth did not vary; firm, closely shut,--so compressed that
its tightness produced a white line above the red of the upper lip,--
it expressed power and resolution, when that long process of
thinking--too purposeful to be called a reverie--commenced, and it
expressed power and resolution when at length Gertrude rose. Hours had
passed over her unheeded, as she sat by the sea; the afternoon had
lengthened into the evening; the crowd of loungers had dispersed. She
had heard, but not heeded, the church-bells ringing for evening
service; and now silence was all around her, and the red flush of
sunset was upon the sky and the sea. When she had risen from her seat
of shingle, Gertrude stood for some minutes and looked along the
shore, where her solitary figure seemed doubly lonely. Then she turned
and scanned the long line of the houses and the road, on which a few
scattered human beings only were moving. A strange reluctance to move
possessed her; but at length she shook it off, and with a slight
shudder turned her back upon the sea, fast becoming gray as the sun
went down, and walked steadily, though not quickly, back to the
lodging-house where she had left her husband.
As she drew near to the house, Gertrude looked up at the window of the
room in which she had seen Harvey Gore die. It was open; but the green
blind was closely drawn. Looking upwards at the window, she did not
perceive till she was close upon it that the house-door was slightly
ajar; but as she raised her hand to the knocker, the door was opened
widely by Mrs. Bush, and Gertrude, going into the passage, found
Gilbert Lloyd there. The sudden sight of him caused her to start for
an instant, but not perceptibly; and Mrs. Bush immediately addressed
her with voluble questions and regrets.
Where had she been all this time? She had gone out without her lunch,
and had she had nothing to eat? How uneasy she and Mr. Lloyd had been
about her! (Mr. Lloyd had evidently secured by this time a high place
in the good graces of Mrs. Bush.) Mr. Lloyd had been waiting and
watching for her ever so long; and she, Mrs. Bush, as soon as ever the
poor dear dead gentleman upstairs had been "put tidy,"--which was her
practical mode of expressing the performance of the toilet of the
dead,--had been also watching and waiting for Mrs. Lloyd's
reappearance. Suspicion and scanty civility had given place in the
manner of the worthy landlady--who was infinitely satisfied with the
proper sense of what was due to her in the unfortunate position of
affairs exhibited by Gilbert Lloyd--to anxiety for the comfort of the
young lady whom she had so unwillingly received.
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