"Yes, now do," said Mrs. Bush, "Miss Twillow, Miss Hannah; just see
the doctor for a minute. You've had a shock, I'll allow, and it's
natural you should be upset; but the doctor will put you right in a
minute."
Thus Mr. Muxky secured two new patients; not a bad day's work.
While these matters were in progress in the house Gertrude had left,
and the subdued bustle inevitably attendant upon the necessary care
and the unavoidable household disorganisation which succeeds a death,
even when the dead is only a stranger in the house where the solution
of the enigma has come to him,--she was sitting on the shore close by
the foamy edge of the waves, and thinking.
Gertrude had gone down to the shore across the broad road, now crowded
with people out for the bright summer afternoon; with carriages and
gigs, with vehicles of the highest elegance, and with such as had no
pretence to anything but convenience; with pedestrians of every class,
assembled with all sorts of objects, hygiene and flirtation being
predominant. She had gone away down the slope, and on to the strip of
pebbly sand; and where one of the wooden barriers marked out a
measured space, she sat down on a seaweed-flecked heap of shingle, and
began to think. The long line of the horizon, where the blue sea met
the blue sky, parted only by a narrow verge of light, broken white
clouds, was before her--between it and her absent, troubled eyes lay
the wide expanse of sea. A short space only parted her from the
moving, restless, talking crowd upon the Esplanade; but her sense of
solitude was complete. The ridge of the slope hid her; the soft plash
of the sea, with its monotonous recurrence, soothed her ear, and
deadened the sound of wheels and the murmur of voices; her eyes met
only the great waters, across which sometimes a boat glided, on which
sometimes a sea-bird's wing rested for an instant. As Gertrude sat
there, with her arms extended and her hands tightly clasped together,
with her head bent forward and her eyes fixed upon the distant line of
the sea and sky, her thoughts obeyed her will, and formed themselves,
consecutive, complete, and purposeful. The girl--for she was but a
girl, after all--had brought thither a heavy trouble; to be taken out,
looked at, weighed, examined. She had brought there a half-developed
purpose, to be thought into maturity, to be fully fashioned and
resolved upon. Before she should leave that place she would have done
these things; and when she should leave it, a new phase in her life
would have begun. Ineffable sadness was in her brown eyes--grief and
dread, which did not seem newly born there, but constant dwellers,
only that to-day they had been suddenly awakened once again from
temporary repose. If there had been anyone to see Gertrude, as she sat
by the edge of the waves, and to note her face, with its concentrated
and yet varying expression, that person, if an acute observer, would
have been struck by the contrast between the eyes and the mouth. The
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