I had to engage a carriage to take me the two leagues that separated me
from the end of my journey. During the drive, which was not by any
means a rapid one, I vaguely remember seeing woods, glades, lakes, and
oases of fresh verdure in the valleys; but as we approached the Château
Laroque I was besieged by a thousand apprehensions which left no room
for tourist’s reflections. In a few minutes I was to enter a strange
family on the footing of a sort of servant in disguise, and in a
position which would barely secure me the consideration and respect of
the lackeys themselves. This was something very new to me. The moment
M. Laubépin proposed this post of bailiff, all my instincts, all my
habits, had risen in violent protest against the peculiar character of
dependence attached to such duties. Nevertheless, I had thought it
impossible to refuse without appearing to slight my old friend’s zealous
efforts on my behalf. Moreover, in a less dependent position, I could
not have hoped to obtain for many years the advantages which I should
have here from the outset, and which would enable me to work for my
sister’s future without losing time. I had therefore overcome my
repugnance, but it had been very strong, and now revived more strongly
than ever in face of the imminent reality. I had need to study once more
the articles on duty and sacrifice in the moral code that every man
carries in his conscience. At the same time I told myself that there is
no situation, however humble, where personal dignity cannot maintain
itself—and none, in fact, that it cannot ennoble. Then I sketched out a
plan of conduct towards the Laroque family, and promised myself to show
a conscientious zeal for their interests, and, to themselves, a just
deference equally removed from servility and from stiffness. But I
could not conceal from myself that the last part of my task, obviously
the most delicate, would be either greatly simplified or complicated by
the special characters and dispositions of the people with whom I was to
come into contact. Now, M. Laubépin, while recognising that my anxiety
on these personal questions was quite legitimate, had been stubbornly
sparing of information and details on the subject. However, just as I
was starting, he had handed me a private memorandum counselling me at
the same time to throw it in the fire as soon as I had profited by its
contents. This memorandum I took from my portfolio and proceeded to
study its sibylline utterances, which I here reproduce exactly.
"CHÂTEAU DE LAROQUE (D’ARZ)
"LIST OF PERSONS LIVING AT THE AFORESAID CHÂTEAU
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