England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Families -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
“I should say,” Louis replied after due deliberation, “that it was the
most selfish action you had ever done or are ever likely to do.”
Then he burst into scoffing laughter: “Tit for tat over your laugh at
me, my lady humbug! Oh, the pathetic quiver on your lips, your meek
eyelids, and your voice cadging for my approbation. _Sacrifice!_
Ursula Barrison, what do you want to do most in all the world? Why, to
run away, run away, run away. You’re thrilled by the idea of escape.
In love with loneliness--you told me so yourself. Your whole being
lightens and is swift to it.... Sacrifice? ‘What’s become of Waring,
since he gave us all the slip? Chose land-travel, or sea-faring!’ Own
up, Ursula.”
Furious with him at first, she listened--snapped and yielded.
“Oh, I’ll own up. It’s true. It’s all true. What--who is Waring?”
“An invention of Browning’s, I suppose. It doesn’t matter much. He got
fed up with the streets he knew and the friends he knew, and suddenly
disappeared. They were left wondering--and talking about it. Years
later, one of them, sailing on the Adriatic, caught a quick glimpse of
him in a little boat, with a boy who sold wine and fruit--
“‘... Then the boat,
I know not how, turned sharply round,
Laying her whole side on the sea
As a leaping fish does; from the lee
Into the weather, cut somehow
Her sparkling path beneath our bow;
And so went off, as with a bound
Into the rose and golden half
Of the sky.... So I saw the last of Waring!’
“Well, Waring of St. Miniot, what are you going to do?”
_“Give them all the slip_ ...” leapt, tingling, from Ursula. “Why
do you call me selfish, Louis? Chris and Doug are complete without
me--and even if I’m not making a very big sacrifice by dropping
out.... My good name is something: This room and you, and leaving Doug
to believe ... and divorce me. I detest squalor, and it _is_
all squalid and not very pretty: like squeezing through a dark,
stale-smelling alley. But then there’s an archway. And beyond----” Her
eyes were filled with the promise of sea and shining space, like the
windows of the room, Christine’s room.
“‘What’s become of Waring?’” she murmured, fascinated....
“And you really think you are justified----” Louis began.
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