“True, but I wanted two of you. I chose you because your name is Jean,
like his. Otherwise I should have been capable of making a slip in the
name when I was talking to him. I am very absent-minded.”
* * * * *
And then she drew closer to the new Jean.
She was still more changed in voice and face. With the languorous,
lisping, coaxing inflections of the creole accent she murmured childish
words to him, and offered him her lips, still warm from the spahi’s
kisses.
* * * * *
But her lover had caught sight of the pale face of Jean Peyral gazing
at them through the half-open door, and for all reply he pointed Cora
towards him with his hand.
The spahi was standing there, motionless, petrified, fixing his wide,
haggard eyes upon them.
When he found that they in their turn were looking at him, he simply
stepped back into the shadow. Cora had advanced towards him, with the
hideous expression of an animal disturbed in its love-making; this woman
frightened him; she was almost near enough to touch him. She shut her
door with a furious gesture; shot a bolt behind it ... and all was over.
Through the disguise of the polished _élégante_ the mulatto woman,
grand-daughter of a slave, had betrayed herself again with her appalling
cynicism. She felt neither remorse, nor fear, nor pity....
The coloured woman and her lover heard a noise as of a body falling
heavily to the ground, a loud sinister noise in the silence of the
night—and then later, towards morning, a sob behind that door, and a
rustling sound as of hands fumbling in the dark.
The spahi had risen to his feet, and feeling his way, he went out into
the night.
XIII
Walking on aimlessly, like a drunken man, sinking ankle-deep in the sand
of the deserted streets, Jean came to Guet n’dar, the negro town with its
thousands of pointed huts. In the darkness he stumbled over men and women
who lay sleeping on the ground rolled in pieces of white cotton, seeming
to him like a population of phantoms. He walked on and on, feeling as if
he had lost his senses.
Soon he found himself on the shore of the sombre sea. The breakers
were roaring loudly. With a shudder of horror he distinguished swarms
of crabs, fleeing before his footsteps, in solid masses. He remembered
to have seen a corpse that had been washed up on the beach, torn and
excarnated by them. He had no wish for such a death.
Nevertheless these breakers attracted him; he felt himself fascinated,
as it were, by those great, glistening volutes, already gleaming silvery
in the doubtful light of the morning, curling over all along the vast
beaches, farther than the sight could reach.
It seemed to him that their coolness would be grateful to his burning
head, and that in their kindly waters death would appear less cruel.
* * * * *
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