And then he remembered his mother and Jeanne, the little friend and
sweetheart of his childhood. He no longer wished for death.
He threw himself on the sand and fell into a strange, heavy sleep.
XIV
For full two hours it had been daylight, and Jean’s sleep continued.
He was dreaming of his childhood and of the woods of the Cevennes. It was
dark in these woods, dark with the mysterious obscurity of dreamland;
his visions were clouded like far-off memories. He saw himself there,
a child, with his mother in the shade of immemorial oaks: in a spot
carpeted with moss and slender grasses he was plucking bluebells and
heather.
* * * * *
And when he awoke, he cast a bewildered glance around him.
The sands were glittering under a torrid sun. Black women, adorned with
necklets and amulets, were traversing the burning ground, singing weird
melodies. Great vultures glided backwards and forwards silently through
the still air; the grasshopper chirped noisily....
XV
Then he noticed that his head was sheltered under a little canopy formed
by a piece of blue cotton, supported by a series of small sticks planted
in the sand, the whole erection casting upon him a clear-cut, ashen
shadow with grotesque contours....
The patterns of the piece of cotton seemed to him familiar. He turned his
head and saw Fatou-gaye seated behind him, rolling her mobile eyeballs.
She it was who had followed him and had spread her festal garment above
his head.
Had it not been for this shelter he would undoubtedly have died of
sunstroke sleeping on those sands.
She it was who for several hours had been crouching there in ecstasy,
very gently kissing Jean’s eyelids when no one was passing, dreading to
wake him lest she should send him away, and no longer have him all to
herself; trembling, too, at times lest Jean should be dead, yet happy,
perchance, had it been so. For then she would have dragged him far away,
very far away, and would have stayed with him always until she died by
his side, clasping him tight, so that none should separate them again.
“It is I, my white man,” she said, “I did this, because I know that
the sun of St Louis is not good for the _toubabs_ of France.... I knew
very well,” continued the little creature with tragic solemnity, in an
indescribable jargon, “that there was another _toubab_ who came to see
her. I did not go to bed last night so that I might listen. I was hidden
on the staircase among the calebashes. When you fell down by the door, I
saw you. I watched over you the whole time. And then when you got up, I
followed you.”
Jean gazed up at her, his eyes wide with astonishment, and full of
kindness and gratitude. He was touched to the heart.
“Do not tell anyone, child.... Go home now quickly, and do not tell
anyone that I came and lay down on the beach. Go back to your mistress at
once, little Fatou. And I, I will go back to the spahi’s house.”
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