Thank you for your portrait; it is just like you, although they
say here that you are greatly changed. I myself think that your
face is still exactly the same—only you do not look at people
in quite the same way. I have put it on the big mantelpiece and
arranged my branch of palms all round it, so that when I enter
the room it is the first thing I see.
My dear Jean, I have not yet ventured to wear that beautiful
bracelet made by the negroes which you sent me, for fear of
Olivette and Rose. They think already that I play at being a
lady, and that would make it worse. When you are here and we
are married, it will be different, and then I shall also wear
Aunt Tounelle’s beautiful necklace of little links, and her
chain for scissors.
If only you would come! For you see I am wearying for the sight
of you. I seem gay sometimes when I am with the others, but
afterwards my sorrow grows heavier and heavier, and I hide
myself and weep.
Good-bye, my dear Jean. I embrace you with all my heart.
JEANNE MÉRY.
VIII
Fatou’s hands, the backs of which were deep black, had pink palms.
For a long time this discovery dismayed the spahi; he disliked seeing
the palms of Fatou’s hands, which in spite of himself made upon him an
unpleasant impression like the cold paws of a monkey.
Nevertheless these hands were small and well-modelled, and joined to the
rounded arm with a very delicate wrist.
But this discolouration of the palms; these parti-coloured fingers had
something not human about them, and inspired him with horror.
That and certain strange, falsetto intonations which escaped her
sometimes when she was highly animated, together with certain restless
movements, recalled mysterious resemblances which troubled the
imagination.
In the end, however, Jean had grown accustomed to these things, and no
longer troubled his head about them. At times when Fatou seemed to him
charming, and he was still in love with her, he would call her laughingly
by a curious Yolof name, which signified “little monkey-girl.”
Fatou herself was very much mortified by this pet name, and would assume
staid airs and a serious expression which amused the spahi.
One day (it was exceptionally fine that day; the weather almost cool, the
sky very clear)—one day Fritz Muller, who was going to pay Jean a visit,
had noiselessly climbed the staircase and halted on the threshold.
There he was very much entertained by the following scene, which he
witnessed from the door.
Jean, smiling the good-tempered smile of a child who is enjoying himself,
appeared to be examining Fatou with great attention—stretching out her
arms, turning her round, inspecting her from all points of view without
uttering a word—and then suddenly, with an air of conviction, he thus
expressed the conclusions at which he had arrived,
“You’re exactly the same as a monkey.”
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