Something hit him, something so hard that it seemed to crack him as if
he had been an egg. It was the earth. He lay a moment almost without
sensation, and then he realized that the dog was no longer barking.
Feeling reassured he made an effort to rise. He couldn't move. The
sensation was horrible. Perhaps he had broken his back.
He tried several times, and because he could feel no pain the thought
seemed to grow upon him. Presently, however, he found he could stand.
Still dazed and shaken in every bone, he knew now that he had had the
luck to fall upon soft earth. But as soon as he stood up there came a
savage grinding pain in his left leg, and he lay down whimpering
feebly. He then got up again, and then lay down again, and then
suddenly he wished he was dead.
If only he had had the luck to kill himself! But every moment now made
the wish seem more vain. He was conscious of one ache after another,
in every part of his body; his hands and feet were bleeding, he was
sick and sorry, but he seemed to know that death was a long way off.
Suddenly he stood up again. The cold, wet earth under him was
unendurable. Where was he? He set his teeth, and began to drag his
left leg after him in order to find out. Where was he? This place
seemed a sort of garden too. But there was no dog in it. The damp
soil was merged very soon in substances less gentle to the feet; old
crocks and scraps of metal and other debris, the prelude to a rubbish
heap. And then without in the least expecting it, he came upon water.
The question was answered. He was on the bank of the canal.
The knowledge chilled right through him. Here and now was his chance.
It wouldn't take more than a minute if he jumped straight in. But the
water looked still and cold and horrible. As he came to the edge he
found he couldn't face it. He simply hadn't the pluck.
He limped on a few yards. It might seem easier a bit lower down. But
when he came a bit lower down he couldn't face it either, and he stood
at the edge of the water crying miserably.
After a while he dragged himself away from the canal. He stumbled over
rubbish heaps and stones and brickbats, varied now and then with
nettles and twitch grass. He came to a low bridge and crossed it.
Nothing would have been easier than to slip over the side; it might
have been there for the purpose; but this was one of the places where
the fog had lifted a little, again he caught a glimpse of the water and
again he moved on.
At last he came to some wooden railings and got through a gap where one
or two had been broken. Here the fog was so thick that he lost his
bearings altogether. He didn't know in the least where he was, he
couldn't see his hand before him; and then he stumbled over something
which jarred his hurt foot horribly. The something was a wire.
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