Of course, it was the railway. He remembered, almost with a feeling of
excitement, that the railway was in the next field to the canal. A
moment he stood trying to make out things and noises in the fog. Yes,
he could hear, at least he thought he could hear, wagons being shunted
in the sidings. After he had moved a few yards towards the sound, he
was able to make out a red light in the distance.
For some odd reason which he couldn't explain, the feeling of
excitement began to grow with the certainty that he was on the line.
He could feel the metals, icy cold, smooth and slippery under his feet.
He limped along until a dim shape loomed ahead. It was a signal box.
By this time his excitement was almost terrible.
He stood a moment listening to the snortings of an engine which he
couldn't see, and the clang-clang-clang of the wagons as they were
being shunted in the sidings. And then all at once the signal under
which he was shivering dropped with a great clatter, and something very
deep down in him, a something he had not known existed until that
moment, gave a sort of little exultant cry and told him that now was
his chance.
Excited almost to the verge of joy he limped past the signal box in
order to get away from its lights. If the thing was done at all it
would have to be done in darkness. Presently he looked round, and with
a sensation of downright terror, found that the lights of the signal
box were no longer to be seen. Here the fog was quite thick again;
whichever way he looked there was not a single object he could make out
in the darkness. But under his bare feet he could feel the broad
metals icy, smooth, inexorable.
"Now's your chance," said a gentle voice deep down in himself.
Instantly he lay full length in the six-foot way.
"Set your head on the line," said the voice.
He did as he was told. The sensation of the icy metal under his right
ear was so horrible that his heart almost stopped inside him.
"Close your eyes," said the voice, and then it said a little more
gently as if it knew that already he was half dead with fear, "Stay
just as you are and you'll not know nothink about it."
He closed his eyes.
"Don't move," said the voice. "Stay there and it'll not hurt you."
If he had had a God to pray to, he would have prayed.
The engine seemed a long time on the way. He daren't move hand or
foot, he daren't stir a muscle of his body. But as the seconds passed
an intense desire came upon him to change the position of his head. It
felt so undefended sideways on. Surely it would be better if he turned
it round so that....
"Don't move," the voice commanded him. "Keep just like that. Quite
still."
He was bound to obey. The voice was stronger than he.
"Eyes shut, and you'll not know nothink."
It was as a mother would have spoken had he ever heard a mother speak.
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