"Curse him!" muttered Gurdon, as he left the room; "a purse-proud,
haughty brute! looks upon a servant as if he were a dog. I know him,
though--read him like a book--turn him inside out like a glove. Waited
on him, served him as I have all these years, and yet, because a man
can't help giving way just a trifle to his weakness, he's to be
threatened always with the sack. He won't send me away, though, not
he--he knows better. Read him like a book I can, and he knows it too.
Pride must have a fall, and he's full of it--running over with it. Just
as if one man wasn't as good as another. Discharge me, will he?
Perhaps I'll discharge myself before he has the chance. Sitting and
sulking there in his old library, day after day. I haven't forgotten
the old affair. I ain't blind, and I'll tell him so as soon as I look
at him. Here, hi! Jane!"
Mr Gurdon's legs had conveyed him, as he went on muttering, as far as
the housekeeper's room, when, seeing the flutter of a garment just
turning a corner at the end of the passage, he called out, and Jane
Barker, rather red of eye, turned round and confronted him.
"Here, come in here, Jenny, I want to talk to you," he said, catching
her by the hand, when, without a word, she followed him into the
housekeeper's room, and he closed the door.
"I knew he hadn't," said Jane, who had been watching him from a
distance, and had seen him enter and leave the library, "you wouldn't
have looked cross like that, John, if he had."
"He don't dare!" said Gurdon, insolently. "It's all smoke, and he knows
now that I'm not blind. Discharge me, indeed! I'll discharge myself,
and have something for holding my tongue into the bargain! Don't tell
me: I can read him like a book, and his pride will humble itself before
me like a schoolboy's. Now, look here, Jenny: there's been enough
nonsense now. We've been courting years enough, and you've saved up a
bit of money. Let's go at once. I've saved nothing; but I've had my
eyes open, and if I don't leave the Castle a hundred pounds in pocket
it's a strange thing to me. I'm sick of it, I am; and I know of a
decent public-house to let over at Blankesley, where the iron-pits are.
There'll be no end of trade to it, so let's get married and take it.
Now, what do you say?"
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