"Say?" exclaimed Jane Barker, whose face had been working, while her
lips were nipped together, and her arms crossed over her breast, as if
to keep down her emotion--"say? Why, that sooner than marry you, and
have my little bit of money put in a public-house, for you to be pouring
it down your throat all day, I'd go into the union! I'll own that I
did, and I have, loved you very, very much; but you've half broke my
heart with seeing you, day after day, getting into such sotting ways.
You know you wouldn't have been here now if it hadn't been for me going
down on my knees to my own dear, sweet lady, to ask her not to complain,
when you've gone up to her, time after time, not fit to be seen, and
smelling that horrid that tap-rooms was flower-gardens compared to you!
And now, after all her kindness and consideration, you talk like that!
I'm ashamed of you--I'm ashamed of you!"
And Jane burst into tears.
"Now, don't be a fool, Jenny! What's the good of being so squeamish,
and talking such nonsense? We've both had enough of this place, and,
without anything to trouble me, I should never touch a drop from month's
end to month's end."
"No, John--no, John," she said, disengaging herself from the arm that he
had put round her. "I'll never marry a man who drinks. I'd give you my
bit of money if I thought it would do you good; but you've drunk till
it's made you hard, and cruel, and suspicious, and wicked; and, though
I've never said nothing, I've thought about all your wicked hints and
suspicions. And as to being tied up to a man who was going to get money
by telling lies of other people, I'd sooner go down and jump into the
lake--that I would!"
"'Tisn't lies," said Gurdon, sulkily: "it's truth, and you know it is."
"It is not, you bad, wicked fellow!" cried Jane, firing up, and stamping
one foot upon the floor.
"'Tis truth, and he knows it too, my fine, fierce madam!"
"What! have you dared to say a word, or drop one of your nasty,
underhanded hints?" cried Jane.
"Never mind," said Gurdon, maliciously. "I've not studied him all these
years for nothing. Perhaps I know something about letters--perhaps I
don't; perhaps I've seen somebody savage about somebody else taking long
walks, after being sulky and upset about what's to happen now after all
these years; perhaps I haven't seen anything of the kind, but I ain't
blind. I haven't forgotten what took place six years ago, and now we're
going--good luck to us!--to have an anniversary. I hope everybody will
be there to keep it, that's all I've got to say."
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