Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Seafaring life -- Fiction; Whaling -- Fiction
Abruptly, he turned and went aft to the stern of the ship and stood
there by himself, thinking. He sought reassurance; he abused Mauger
under his breath, and told himself the little man had been well
served.... The _Sally_ fell away; he turned and cursed the new man at
the wheel, and got relief from the oath he spoke. It gave him a
blustering sort of courage.... He wished Dan'l Tobey would tell him he
had done right.... But Dan'l had gone forward to the fo'c's'le....
Mauger was howling.... Noll thought Dan'l might be trimming away that
crushed eye.... And he shuddered. He was, suddenly, immensely lonely. He
wished with all his soul for support, for a word of comfort, a word of
reassurance....
He went down into the cabin, thinking to speak with Henry Ham. Mr. Ham
was always an apostle of violence.... But the mate was sleeping; Noll
could hear him snore. So was tigerish little James Tichel....
Noll went into the after cabin, and found Faith there. Her back was
turned, she was looking out of the stern windows. He wished she would
look at him, but she did not. So he said, his voice thick with anger,
and at the same time plaintive with hunger for a reassuring word....
"That damned rat won't try that again...."
Then Faith turned and told him: "That was a cowardly thing to do, Noll,
my husband."
He had come for comfort; he was ready to humble himself; he was a prey
to the instinct of wrong-doing man which bids him confess and be
forgiven.... But Faith's eyes accused him.... When a man's wife turns
against him.... He said, bitter with rage:
"Keep your mouth shut, child. This is not a pink tea, aboard the _Sally
Sims_. You know nothing of what's necessary to handle rough men."
Faith smiled a little wistfully. "I know it is never necessary to kick a
helpless man in the face," she said.
He was so nearly mad with fury and shame and misery that he raised his
great fist as though he would have struck even Faith. "Mind your own
matters," he bade her harshly. "The dog struck me.... Where would the
ship be if I let that go? I should have killed him...."
"Did you not?" Faith asked gently. "I thought he would be dead...."
"No; hell, no!" Noll blustered. "You can't kill a snake. He'll be
poisonous as ever in a day...."
"I saw ..." said Faith; she shuddered faintly. "I--think his eye is
gone."
"Eye?" Noll echoed. "What's an eye? He's lucky to live. There's
skippers that would have killed him where he stood.... For what he
did...."
Faith shook her head. "He's only a little man, weak, not used to sea
life. You are big, and strong, Noll.... My Noll.... There was no need of
kicking him."
The man flung himself, then, into an insane burst of anger at her. He
hated the whole world, hated Faith most of all because she would not
soothe him and tell him never to mind.... He raved at her, gripped her
round shoulders and shook her, flung her away from him.... He was
mad....
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