Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Seafaring life -- Fiction; Whaling -- Fiction
She did not speak, because she could not trust her voice. She was
furiously ashamed of her own weakness, of the disloyalty of her thoughts
of Noll. She swallowed hard....
"He's a dog, Faith," Dan'l whispered. "Ah, Faith.... I love you. I love
you. I could kill him, I love you so...."
Faith knew she must speak. She said quietly: "Dan'l.... That is not...."
He caught her hand, with an eloquent grace that was strange to see in
the awkward, freckled man. He caught her hand to his lips and kissed it.
"I love you, Faith," he cried....
She freed her hand, rubbed at it where his lips had pressed it. Dan'l
was scarce breathing at all.... Fearful of what he had done, fearful of
what she might do or say....
She said simply: "Dan'l, my friend, I love Noll Wing with all my heart."
And poor Dan'l knew, for all she spoke so simply, that there was no
part of her which was his. And he backed away from her a little, humbly,
until his figure was shadowed by the deckhouse. And then he turned and
went forward to the waist, and left Faith standing there.
He found Mauger in the waist, and jeered at him good-naturedly until he
was himself again. Faith, after a little, went below.
Noll was asleep in his bunk above hers. He lay on his back, one bare and
hairy arm hanging over the side of the bunk. He was snoring, and there
was the pungent smell of rum about him.
Faith undressed and went quietly to bed.
VII
"There is a tide in the affairs of men...." Their lives ebb and flow
like the tides; there are days, or months, or years when matters move
slackly, seem scarce to move at all. But always, in the end, the pulses
of the days beat up and up.... A moment comes when all life is
compressed in a single act, a single incident.... Thereafter the tide
falls away again, but the life of man is a different thing thereafter.
Such a tide was beating to the flood aboard the _Sally Sims_. Faith felt
it; Dan'l felt it; even Noll Wing, through the fury of his increasing
impotence, felt that matters could not long go on in this wise. Noll
felt it less than the others, because the waxing tension of his nerves
was relieved by his occasional outbursts of tempestuous rage. But Faith
could find no vent for her unhappiness; she loved Noll, and she wept for
him.... Wept for the Noll she had married, who now was dying before her
eyes.... And Dan'l suffered, perhaps, more than Faith. He suffered
because he must not seem to suffer....
The thing could not go on, Dan'l thought; he told himself, in the night
watches when he was alone on deck, that he could not long endure the
torment of his longing. Thus far he had loved Faith utterly; his
half-unconscious efforts to discredit Noll were the result of no malice
toward Noll Wing, but only of love for Faith. But the denial of his
longing for the right to care for her was poisoning him; the man's soul
was brewing venom. The honorable fibers of his being were
disintegrating; his heart was rotting in the man.
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