Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction; Seafaring life -- Fiction; Whaling -- Fiction
He was at the point where a little thing might have saved him; he was,
by the same token, at the point where a little thing could set him
forever upon the shameful paths of wrong.
Noll passed, at this time, into a period of sloth. He gave up, bit by
bit, the vigorous habits of his life. He had been accustomed of old to
take the deck at morning, and keep it till dusk; and when need arose in
the night, he had always been quick to leap from his bunk and spring to
the spot where his strength was demanded. He had, in the past, loved to
take his own boat after the whales that were sighted; he had continued
to do this in the early stages of this cruise, leaving Eph Hitch, the
cooper; and Tinch, the cook; and Kellick, and a spare hand or so to keep
ship with Faith and Roy Kilcup. But when they came into the South Seas,
he gave this up; and for a month on end, he did not leave the ship. The
mates struck the whales, and killed them, and cut them in, while Noll
slept heavily in his cabin.
He gave up, also, the practice of spending most of the day on deck. He
stayed below, reading a little, writing up the log, or sitting with
glazed eyes by the cabin table, a bottle in reach of his hand. He slept
much, heavily; and even when he was awake, he seemed sodden with the
sleep in which he soaked himself.
He passed, during this time, through varying moods. There were days
when he sulked and spoke little; there were days when he swore and
raged; and there were other days when he followed at Faith's heels with
a pathetic cheerfulness, like an old dog that tries to drive its stiff
legs to the bounding leaps of puppy play. He was alternately dependent
upon her and fretful at her presence....
And always, day by day, he was haunted by the sight of the one-eyed man.
He burst out, to Faith, one night; he cried:
"The man plans to knife me. I can see murder in his eye."
Faith, who pitied Mauger and had tried to comfort him, shook her head.
"He's broken," she said. "He's but the shell of a man."
"He follows me," Noll insisted. "I turned, on deck, an hour ago; and he
was just behind me, in the shadow...."
Faith, seeking to rouse the old spirit in Noll, said gently: "There was
a man who tried to stab you once. And you killed him with your hands.
Surely you need not be fearful of Mauger."
Noll brooded for a moment. "Eh, Faith," he said dolefully. "I was a hard
man, then. I've always been a hard man.... Wrong, Faith. I was always
wrong...."
"You were a master," she told him.
"By the fist. A master by the fist.... A hard man...."
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