'Yet,' said Mrs. Waldron, to whom advancing years brought the power of
philosophic resignation, if not the thorough strength to overcome that
which rendered her unhappy, 'yet, Bella, my dearest, it is so much for
you. Such a position, such a future! Oh, think of it! A position you
could scarcely ever have hoped to obtain. And the love, my child, the
love! Think how Gilbert loves you and you love him. For you do love
him, Bella. Of all men, he is the one for you.'
'With my whole heart and soul I love him!' her daughter answered.
'Mother, if I had never met him I do not believe I could have ever
loved any other man. Ah, I am glad Juliet called Romeo the god of her
idolatry! It has taught me how to think of Gilbert.'
'And the position, Bella. The position--think of that! In our
circumstances, even though you come of a good stock and are descended
from ladies and gentlemen on both sides from far-off years, you could
never have hoped to make such a match.'
'The position is nothing to me, mother. I love Gilbert fondly. I long
to be his wife. Why should I think of the position?'
'Every woman must think of it, child. When you are as old--and
worn--as I am, you--you will teach your own children to think of it.
It is everything to be the wife of a gentleman, better still the wife
of a man of rank. Everything! Short of being the wife of a
distinguished man, a man whose name is on everybody's tongue, there is
no other position so good. And, even then, that distinguished man may
not be a gentleman as well. That would be dreadful. Yet your husband
will be both. Think, Bella! He is sure to become a nobleman, and he
may become the most renowned admiral in the Navy.'
'You dear old mother! But I love Gilbert because he is Gilbert.
Otherwise, neither the nobility which is certain, nor the renown which
is prospective, would take me across the world to him. Do you think I
would go to Bombay to marry the heir to a title or a possible admiral
if I did not love him?'
'Heaven forbid!' Mrs. Waldron replied, as she sat up in her bed and
smoothed her hair. 'Heaven forbid! Yet,' she murmured, perhaps a
little weakly for a lady who had just delivered herself of such
admirable sentiments, 'yet I do honestly think, darling, that the love
you bear each other--yes! above all, the love--and the position--I
must think of the position, Bella!--and the certainty of a brilliant
future for you, reconcile me a little to parting with you. Some day,
when you are a mother, you will understand me.'
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