'I understand you now, darling. Yet, yet--ah!' and now she sobbed on
her mother's shoulder--'yet, to think of our being parted for so
long--for three years! Gilbert must remain on the station for that
length of time.' Now it is certain that Mrs. Waldron was sobbing too,
yet, because there was something of the Spartan mother, something,
too, of Cornelia, mother of the Gracchi, about her, she calmed her
sobs. For she, too, had been ruthlessly torn by an all-conquering
lover, who would take no denial, from her parents, arms. Yet that
lover had had no such proud future to offer her as the Gilbert of whom
they spoke had to offer his beloved Arabella; for her there had been
nothing to flavour her existence except the glorious spice tasted by
us all--of loving and being loved. And now--now that she was what she
called old--which was not the case, since she was still short of her
forty-fifth year--now she knew--and, knowing, said--that love
accompanied by brilliant prospects and an assured future was the most
satisfactory of all loves.
'Your father,' Mrs. Waldron said, 'remained on his station, the
Pacific, for seven years, and we were separated all that time. He
there, I here, in London. And in lodgings, Bella--oh those lodgings
and that cooking!--you remember, darling? You must remember the
lodgings and the cooking, child though you were. And he was not a
future peer, though he did once think he might become an admiral.'
'Forgive me, mother,' Bella said, kissing her mother again and again.
'I will not repine any more. I ought not to do so, I know. For is not
my Gilbert the handsomest, bravest sailor that ever wore the Queen's
uniform? And it won't be so long after all. Only--only--I do wish
there wasn't that awful journey. Oh if there were only a bridge!' and
for the first time she smiled. 'Or a railway,' she added.
'I am sure, Bella,' her mother said, forgetting how she would feel
that evening when her child was gone, and neither the bright voice nor
brisk footsteps would be heard any more in the house, 'I am sure you
cannot complain of the manner in which you are going out. The vessel
may not be as comfortable as they say the great liners are, but at
least your uncle is the captain, and it is his own ship. And that
cabin he showed us yesterday, when we went down to Gravesend, is far
better than anything you could get in any liner, even the best. I had
one once, when I went out to join your father at Halifax, in which
there was nowhere but the pockets of my clothes to keep things in,
while the other lady above me could open the scuttle as she lay in her
berth. And your cabin is as big as a dining-room, with a sofa----'
'You dear, darling mother!' Bella exclaimed. 'You are an angel to
comfort me thus, when I know all the time that your heart is as sad as
mine. Oh if we had not to part!' And again the two women hugged and
kissed each other.
CHAPTER II
STEPHEN CHARKE
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