There was some joiner-work to do in the first _classe_, some
bench or desk to repair. Holidays were often turned to
account for the performance of these operations, which
could not be executed when the rooms were filled with
pupils. As I sat solitary, purposing to adjourn to the
garden and leave the coast clear, but too listless to fulfil
my own intent, I heard the workmen coming.
Foreign artisans and servants do everything by couples. I
believe it would take two Labassecourian carpenters to drive
a nail. While tying on my bonnet, which had hitherto hung by
its ribbons from my idle hand, I vaguely and momentarily
wondered to hear the step of but one _ouvrier_. I noted,
too--as captives in dungeons find sometimes dreary leisure
to note the merest trifles--that this man wore shoes, and
not sabots. I concluded that it must be the master-carpenter
coming to inspect before he sent his journeymen. I threw
round me my scarf. He advanced; he opened the door. My back
was towards it. I felt a little thrill, a curious sensation,
too quick and transient to be analysed. I turned, I stood in
the supposed master-artisan's presence. Looking towards the
doorway I saw it filled with a figure, and my eyes printed
upon my brain the picture of M. Paul.
Hundreds of the prayers with which we weary Heaven bring to
the suppliant no fulfilment. Once haply in life one golden
gift falls prone in the lap--one boon full and bright,
perfect from Fruition's mint.
M. Emanuel wore the dress in which he probably purposed to
travel--a surtout, guarded with velvet. I thought him
prepared for instant departure, and yet I had understood
that two days were yet to run before the ship sailed. He
looked well and cheerful. He looked kind and benign. He came
in with eagerness; he was close to me in one second; he was
all amity. It might be his bridegroom-mood which thus
brightened him. Whatever the cause, I could not meet his
sunshine with cloud. If this were my last moment with him, I
would not waste it in forced, unnatural distance. I loved
him well--too well not to smite out of my path even Jealousy
herself, when she would have obstructed a kind farewell. A
cordial word from his lips, or a gentle look from his eyes,
would do me good for all the span of life that remained to
me. It would be comfort in the last strait of loneliness. I
would take it--I would taste the elixir, and pride should
not spill the cup.
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