'What you do is wrong,' pursued madame; 'it is an act
characteristic of men of your unreliable, imaginative
temperament--a step impulsive, injudicious, inconsistent--a
proceeding vexatious, and not estimable in the view of
persons of steadier and more resolute character.'
'You know not what I have of steady and resolute in me,'
said he, 'but you shall see; the event shall teach you.
Modeste,' he continued, less fiercely, 'be gentle, be
pitying, be a woman. Look at this poor face, and relent. You
know I am your friend and the friend of your friends; in
spite of your taunts you well and deeply know I may be
trusted. Of sacrificing myself I made no difficulty, but my
heart is pained by what I see. It _must_ have and give
solace. _Leave me!_'
This time, in the '_leave me_' there was an intonation so
bitter and so imperative, I wondered that even Madame Beck
herself could for one moment delay obedience. But she stood
firm; she gazed upon him dauntless; she met his eyes,
forbidding and fixed as stone. She was opening her lips to
retort. I saw over all M. Paul's face a quick rising light
and fire. I can hardly tell how he managed the movement. It
did not seem violent; it kept the form of courtesy. He gave
his hand; it scarce touched her, I thought; she ran, she
whirled from the room; she was gone, and the door shut, in
one second.
The flash of passion was all over very soon. He smiled as he
told me to wipe my eyes; he waited quietly till I was calm,
dropping from time to time a stilling, solacing word. Ere
long I sat beside him once more myself--reassured, not
desperate, nor yet desolate; not friendless, not hopeless,
not sick of life and seeking death.
'It made you very sad, then, to lose your friend?' said he.
'It kills me to be forgotten, monsieur,' I said. 'All these
weary days I have not heard from you one word, and I was
crushed with the possibility, growing to certainty, that you
would depart without saying farewell.'
'Must I tell you what I told Modeste Beck--that you do not
know me? Must I show and teach you my character? You _will_
have proof that I can be a firm friend? Without clear proof
this hand will not lie still in mine, it will not trust my
shoulder as a safe stay? Good. The proof is ready. I come to
justify myself.'
'Say anything, teach anything, prove anything, monsieur; I
can listen now.'
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