acting in independence, or at least acting with inevitability, has laid
this trap for him--that he has deviated, and of necessity, from what
would have happened in the other fellow's place and time. What would
have happened is that _he wouldn't_ have feared his prospective bride,
he being the other fellow; and that thus he, Ralph, has done the other
fellow a violence, has wronged the personality of the other fellow _in
him_, in himself, Ralph, by depriving him of the indicated, the
consonant union with the fine handsome desirable girl whom the 1820 man
would perfectly and successfully have been in love with, and whom he
would have kept all unalarmedly and unsuspiciously in love with him.
Deviation, violation, practical treachery, in fact--that is what Ralph's
production and his effect on the two women (the mother sharing so in the
"off"-ness of her daughter) amounts to and represents for him,
aggravated moreover by the interest taken in, the community of feeling
enjoyed with, the younger girl--for whom, putting it in rough summary
fashion, the other fellow wouldn't have cared a jot. I cling thus to, I
work thus admirably, what I have called Ralph's insuperable and
ineffaceable margin of independence, clinging taint of modernity--it
being by his fine modern sense that the exquisite, the delicate, the
worthy-herself-to-be-modern younger girl has affected him, in utter
defiance of any capacity on the other fellow's part to appreciate or
conceive any such value in her. Off in his inscrutable fact of being and
of action the other fellow then has had too _his_ insuperable margin of
antiquity, as opposed to modernity, his independent sensibility, though
of a simpler and ruder, a harsher and heavier sort; and it is as a
hovering messenger of this that my young man has, so to put it, drawn
him down upon him. There it is--I get so my cause of my effect; I get my
fact that the other party to the agreed--to experience turns up, all
unexpectedly, all "alarmingly" to _my_ party after a fashion to show
that violence, that injury, as above formulated, has been done him, and
as a protest against its being done further. I mustn't have this fact, I
see, as repetitive, mustn't cheapen it with recurrence; must only have
it, I seem to grasp, take place three times, each time with its own
weight of meaning for that time, and then not take place again. It
becomes thus each time a clou d'argent of the very sharpest salience. I
see the first time as what one may call a warning. I see the
second--taking place after Ralph has told the younger girl of what has
happened, and what must take place between them on it _has_ taken
place--I see that as a retribution, or in other words as a thumping, a
tremendous aggravator of malaise; and I see the third as something which
I will state in a minute after having said a word more about the second.
The second constitutes--by which I mean the occasion of it does----a
reflection of the intimacy, or at least the beautifully good
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