multiplied, would never _be_ enough. That was indeed in any case the
artist's method--to try for an ell in order to get an inch. The
difficult, as at best it is, becomes under such conditions so dire that
to face it with any prospect one had to propose the impossible.
Recovering the lost was at all events on this scale much like entering
the enemy's lines to get back one's dead for burial; and to that extent
was he not, by his deepening penetration, contemporaneous and present?
"Present" was a word used by him in a sense of his own and meaning as
regards most things about him markedly absent. It was for the old ghosts
to take him for one of themselves.
The spirit of gossip governed but little, he had promptly seen, the
commerce of his friends the London solicitors with their clients; they
were persons of a hard professional and facial surface and of settled
dull complexion, giving back, on a rap of the knuckle, the special sharp
answer, but not thereby corrupted to any human resonance. They betrayed
to him in consequence few of Mr. Pendrel's secrets, and he shrank on his
side from giving the measure of his ignorance of the source of so large
a bounty. This was perhaps the weakness of a slightly lame pride; he had
not been too proud to accept, but he felt that in asking many questions
he should show himself indebted to a stranger. He accordingly made out
little more than that his kinsman had read books, possibly even pursued
studies and entertained ideals, had had another habitation, the estate
of Driffle, in the country, much more frequented, and had never, since
forming, on the occasion of an inheritance in the maternal line, the
connection with Mansfield Square, been disposed to pass in London--it
was even a little odd--more than two or three weeks together. Odder
still, though to our young man's but half informed view, was it that his
visits to town appeared to have been almost always of the autumn and the
winter, had indeed often taken place at Christmas and at Easter, the
periods, by the rigid London law, of gregarious intermission. He had
been a person, it was clear, of few commonplace conformities, a person
with a fine sense for his own taste and his own freedom, one in whose
life the accents, as who should say, were not placed where people in
general place them. There were moreover in the history points of
indistinctness which would doubtless clear up under pressure; as the
fact for instance that though he had entered into possession in middle
life he had yet affirmed this possession so thoroughly that confusion
and a grey vagueness had already settled on the memory of whatever
predecessors, who seemed to lurk indistinguishable behind him. At the
same time that he had loved and guarded the place, he had none the less,
as might have been remarked and as was somehow to be divined, not
admitted it to the last familiarity. This went so far as to suggest that
in keeping it clear and inviolate he had had in view betimes the
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