The soldier looked at him sternly, with fear, exchanged glances with
his comrade, and felt the lock of his gun. The other did the same. And
all the way to the prison the soldiers felt that they were not walking
but flying through the air—as if hypnotized by the prisoner, they felt
neither the ground beneath their feet, nor the passage of time, nor
themselves.
Mishka Tsiganok, like Yanson, had had to spend seventeen days in prison
before his execution. And all seventeen days passed as though they were
one day—they were bound up in one inextinguishable thought of escape,
of freedom, of life. The restlessness of Tsiganok, which was now
repressed by the walls and the bars and the dead window through which
nothing could be seen, turned all its fury upon himself and burned his
soul like coals scattered upon boards. As though he were in a drunken
vapor, bright but incomplete images swarmed upon him, failing and then
becoming confused, and then again rushing through his mind in an
unrestrainable blinding whirlwind—and all were bent toward escape,
toward liberty, toward life. With his nostrils expanded, like those of
a horse, Tsiganok smelt the air for hours long—it seemed to him that he
could smell the odor of hemp, of the smoke of fire—the colorless and
biting smell of burning. Now he whirled about in the room like a top,
touching the walls, tapping them nervously with his fingers from time
to time, taking aim, boring the ceiling with his gaze, filing the
prison bars. By his restlessness, he had tired out the soldiers who
watched him through the little window, and who, several times, in
despair, had threatened to shoot. Tsiganok would retort, coarsely and
derisively, and the quarrel would end peacefully because the dispute
would soon turn into boorish, unoffending abuse, after which shooting
would have seemed absurd and impossible.
Tsiganok slept during the nights soundly, without stirring, in
unchanging yet live motionlessness, like a wire spring in temporary
inactivity. But as soon as he arose, he immediately commenced to walk,
to plan, to grope about. His hands were always dry and hot, but his
heart at times would suddenly grow cold, as if a cake of unmelting ice
had been placed upon his chest, sending a slight, dry shiver through
his whole body. At such times, Tsiganok, always dark in complexion,
would turn black, assuming the shade of bluish cast-iron. And he
acquired a curious habit; as though he had eaten too much of something
sickeningly sweet, he kept licking his lips, smacking them, and would
spit on the floor, hissingly, through his teeth. When he spoke, he did
not finish his words, so rapidly did his thoughts run that his tongue
was unable to compass them.
One day the chief warden, accompanied by a soldier, entered his cell.
He looked askance at the floor and said gruffly:
“Look! How dirty he has made it!”
Tsiganok retorted quickly:
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