“You’ve made the whole world dirty, you fat-face, and yet I haven’t
said anything to you. What brings you here?”
The warden, speaking as gruffly as before, asked him whether he would
act as executioner. Tsiganok burst out laughing, showing his teeth.
“You can’t find any one else? That’s good! Go ahead, hang! Ha! ha! ha!
The necks are there, the rope is there, but there is nobody to string
it up. By God! that’s good!”
“You’ll save your neck if you do it.”
“Of course—I couldn’t hang them if I were dead. Well said, you fool!”
“Well, what do you say? Is it all the same to you?”
“And how do you hang them here? I suppose they’re choked on the sly.”
“No, with music,” snarled the warden.
“Well, what a fool! Of course it can be done with music. This way!” and
he began to sing, with a bold and daring swing.
“You have lost your wits, my friend,” said the warden. “What do you
say? Speak sensibly.”
Tsiganok grinned.
“How eager you are! Come another time and I’ll tell you.”
After that, into that chaos of bright, yet incomplete images which
oppressed Tsiganok by their impetuosity, a new image came—how good it
would be to become a hangman in a red shirt. He pictured to himself
vividly a square crowded with people, a high scaffold, and he,
Tsiganok, in a red shirt walking about upon the scaffold with an ax.
The sun shone overhead, gaily flashing from the ax, and everything was
so gay and bright that even the man whose head was soon to be chopped
off was smiling. And behind the crowd, wagons and the heads of horses
could be seen—the peasants had come from the village; and beyond them,
further, he could see the village itself.
“Ts-akh!”
Tsiganok smacked his lips, licking them, and spat. And suddenly he felt
as though a fur cap had been pushed over his head to his very mouth—it
became black and stifling, and his heart again became like a cake of
unmelting ice, sending a slight, dry shiver through his whole body.
The warden came in twice again, and Tsiganok, showing his teeth, said:
“How eager you are! Come in again!”
Finally one day the warden shouted through the casement window as he
passed rapidly:
“You’ve let your chance slip by, you fool! We’ve found somebody else.”
“The devil take you! Hang yourself!” snarled Tsiganok, and he stopped
dreaming of the execution.
But toward the end, the nearer he approached the time, the weight of
the fragments of his broken images became unbearable. Tsiganok now felt
like standing still, like spreading his legs and standing—but a
whirling current of thoughts carried him away and there was nothing at
which he could clutch—everything about him swam. And his sleep also
became uneasy. Dreams even more violent than his thoughts appeared—new
dreams, solid, heavy, like wooden painted blocks. And it was no longer
like a current, but like an endless fall to an endless depth, a
whirling flight through the whole visible world of colors.
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