“Is it possible that this is Death? My God! How beautiful it is! Or is
it Life? I do not know. I do not know. I will look and listen.”
Her hearing had long given way to her imagination—from the first moment
of her imprisonment. Inclined to be very musical, her ear had become
keen in the silence, and on this background of silence, out of the
meagre bits of reality, the footsteps of the guards in the corridors,
the ringing of the clock, the rustling of the wind on the iron roof,
the creaking of the lantern—it created complete musical pictures. At
first Musya was afraid of them, brushed them away from her as if they
were the hallucinations of a sickly mind. But later she understood that
she herself was well, and that this was no derangement of any kind—and
she gave herself up to the dreams calmly.
And now, suddenly, she seemed to hear clearly and distinctly the sounds
of military music. In astonishment, she opened her eyes, lifted her
head—outside the window was black night, and the clock was striking.
“Again,” she thought calmly, and closed her eyes. And as soon as she
did so the music resounded anew. She could hear distinctly how the
soldiers, a whole regiment, were coming from behind the corner of the
fortress, on the right, and now they were passing her window. Their
feet beat time with measured steps upon the frozen ground: One—two!
One—two! She could even hear at times the leather of the boots
creaking, how suddenly some one’s foot slipped and immediately
recovered its steps. And the music came ever nearer—it was an entirely
unfamiliar but a very loud and spirited holiday march. Evidently there
was some sort of celebration in the fortress.
Now the band came up alongside of her window and the cell was filled
with merry, rhythmic, harmoniously blended sounds. One large brass
trumpet brayed harshly out of tune, now too late, now comically running
ahead—Musya could almost see the little soldier playing it, a great
expression of earnestness on his face—and she laughed.
Then everything moved away. The footsteps died out—One—two! One—two! At
a distance the music sounded still more beautiful and cheerful. The
trumpet resounded now and then with its merry, loud brass voice, out of
tune,—and then everything died away. And the clock on the tower struck
again, slowly, mournfully, hardly stirring the silence.
“They are gone!” thought Musya, with a feeling of slight sadness. She
felt sorry for the departing sounds, which had been so cheerful and so
comical. She was even sorry for the departed little soldiers, because
those busy soldiers, with their brass trumpets and their creaking
boots, were of an entirely different sort, not at all like those at
whom she had felt like firing a revolver.
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