“Come again!” she begged tenderly. And more came. The figures bent over
her, they surrounded her in a transparent cloud and lifted her up,
where the migrating birds were soaring and screaming, like heralds. On
the right of her, on the left, above and below her—they screamed like
heralds. They called, they announced from afar their flight. They
flapped their wide wings and the darkness supported them, even as the
light had supported them. And on their convex breasts, cleaving the air
asunder, the city far below reflected a blue light. Musya’s heart beat
ever more evenly, her breathing grew ever more calm and quiet. She was
falling asleep. Her face looked fatigued and pale. Beneath her eyes
were dark circles, her girlish, emaciated hands seemed so thin,—but
upon her lips was a smile. To-morrow, with the rise of the sun, this
human face would be distorted with an inhuman grimace, her brain would
be covered with thick blood, and her eyes would bulge from their
sockets and look glassy,—but now she slept quietly and smiled in her
great immortality.
Musya fell asleep.
And the life of the prison went on, deaf and sensitive, blind and
sharp-sighted, like eternal alarm itself. Somewhere people were
walking. Somewhere people were whispering. A gun clanked. It seemed as
if some one shouted. Perhaps no one shouted at all—perhaps it merely
seemed so in the silence.
The little casement window in the door opened noiselessly. A dark,
mustached face appeared in the black hole. For a long time it stared at
Musya in astonishment—and then disappeared as noiselessly as it had
appeared.
The bells rang and sang, for a long time, painfully. It seemed as if
the tired Hours were climbing up a high mountain toward midnight, and
that it was becoming ever harder and harder to ascend. They fall, they
slip, they slide down with a groan—and then again, they climb painfully
toward the black height.
Somewhere people were walking. Somewhere people were whispering. And
they were already harnessing the horses to the black carriages without
lanterns.
CHAPTER VIII THERE IS DEATH AS WELL AS LIFE
Sergey Golovin never thought of death, as though it were something not
to be considered, something that did not concern him in the least. He
was a strong, healthy, cheerful youth, endowed with that calm, clear
joy of living which causes every evil thought and feeling that might
injure life to disappear from the organism without leaving any trace.
Just as all cuts, wounds and stings on his body healed rapidly, so all
that weighed upon his soul and wounded it immediately rose to the
surface and disappeared. And he brought into every work, even into his
enjoyments, the same calm and optimistic seriousness,—it mattered not
whether he was occupied with photography, with bicycling or with
preparations for a terroristic act. Everything in life was joyous,
everything in life was important, everything should be done well.
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