The sexagenarian; or, the recollections of a literary life (Volume 1 of 2)Beloe, William
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The sexagenarian; or, the recollections of a literary life (Volume 1 of 2)
Beloe, William
Authors, English; Beloe, William, 1756-1817; English literature -- Anecdotes
An opportunity presented itself of removing me to a remote province,
where good education, good air, and kind treatment, came recommended
under the sanction of a desireable economy. My hopes expanded, and my
ardour increased. I loved my parents, dearly loved them; but I had a
certain portion of ambition, which stimulated me to the attempt of rising
above the situation in which circumstances had placed me, and I had
discernment enough to see, that this could not be done by remaining where
I was. I left home therefore with many golden and flattering dreams, and
I arrived at the place of my destination, when the Midsummer vacation
was about half expended. I had an imposing sprightliness of manner, and
a conciliating good humour. The first obtained me a credit which I did
not deserve, the latter procured the kindness which as a stranger, I
wanted. On being questioned as to what I had read, it appeared that I
was seemingly familiar with various books, which intimate a considerable
advancement in knowledge. The master predicted that I should be a feather
in his cap; my dame was certain that I should cut a figure.
Black Monday at length arrived—the boys assembled. From what they had
heard, some were jealous of me, others viewed me askance, and all kept
at a distance. I at length stood forth. Alas! it was found that I knew
nothing. My master was at first angry, and thought me wilfully perverse.
He left me for a while; then came to me again—soothed and cheered me.
It was all in vain. I knew nothing. What was to be done? Instead of
being placed in one of the higher classes, the master most judiciously
determined, that I should begin again, from the very first rudiments.
This was hitting the right nail on the head. Every thing went on
smoothly. At first I proceeded slowly—perhaps with a little sullenness;
but I soon found that I was progressively getting that which I had
not—knowledge.
I look back to these enchanting scenes with no ordinary satisfaction.
A momentary bliss is imparted by the recollection. Ah! why should
they return no more! Then it was, that the heart, untainted by vice,
and uncorrupted by the world, expanded itself to the impression of
nature’s beauties; when the mind, full of hope and ardour, thirsting
for improvement, which was every day obtained, indulged in lovely
golden dreams of fancy, and constructed imaginary castles, with all
the accompaniments of Sylph and Fairy creation. I very soon imbibed
a love for reading, which almost instantaneously became a passion. I
was voracious. The difficulty of satisfying my appetite in an obscure
village of a distant province, remote from any market-town, served but
to increase it. The first beginnings of a literary life do not always
constitute the least interesting part of it. Memory delights to retrace
a few incidents at this period, the narration of which will at least
amuse myself.
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