The sexagenarian; or, the recollections of a literary life (Volume 1 of 2)Beloe, William
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The sexagenarian; or, the recollections of a literary life (Volume 1 of 2)
Beloe, William
Authors, English; Beloe, William, 1756-1817; English literature -- Anecdotes
I hoarded my scanty allowance to subscribe to a circulating library,
which I had heard was to be found at some four miles distance. It was
occasionally expedient to send hither, to supply the domestic exigencies
of the family. I offered myself as volunteer for all messages, errands,
and parcels, and I returned laden with the produce of this contaminated
and contaminating receptacle of trash. I had however a friend, whose
kindness and judgment preserved me from any mighty mischief. My master
had a daughter. It is not impossible that she may yet live, nor is it
utterly improbable that she may peruse this narrative. Be it so. I do not
less willingly pay the debt of gratitude. This young lady distinguished
me above my fellows, cheered me, encouraged my desire for books, directed
me in the choice of them, nor did I venture to read any without the
sanction of her awful fiat.
Qui semel imbuerit rugas nutricis amabat.
CHAPTER III.
Shall I say which was the first book that most strongly excited my
curiosity, and interested my sensibility? It was Tom Jones. My female
Mentor tantalized me without mercy. She would let me have but one volume
at a time; and not only would not afford me any clue to the concluding
catastrophe, but rather put me upon a wrong scent. Sometimes too when
my impatience of expectation was at the very highest point possible,
the succeeding volume was mislaid, was lent, was not impossibly lost.
However, after a long and most severe trial, after hating Blifil with no
common hatred, forming a most friendly intimacy with Partridge, loving
Sophia with rapturous extravagance, I complacently accompanied dear
wicked Tom to the nuptial altar. I endeavoured of course to procure
the other productions of this popular author, but I well remember that
I did not peruse any of them, no not within a hundred degrees of the
satisfaction, which the Foundling communicated.
The next book which chance threw in my way rendered me important service.
It enlarged my mind, multiplied my ideas, inflamed my ambition, and gave
my curiosity and desire of knowledge, a proper direction. I by accident
picked up in a closet, little frequented, the first volume of Pope’s
translation of the Iliad. It was a mean edition, which I do not remember
to have since seen; but it had notes and illustrations, which were to
me extremely necessary. It is not possible to express the enthusiasm,
with which I hurried through it, nor the anxious impatience with which I
hastened to my female adviser to supply the continuation.—Alas! no more
volumes were to be found in the house. What was to be done? I could not
endure the idea of beginning any other book. I made the attempt, indeed,
but it was impossible. My mind was too elevated, to descend from gods and
heroes, (from goddesses more particularly, for I adored Pallas) to the
humdrum of common authors, and the incidents of ordinary life.
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