There were hundreds of suitable books that might have been provided for
the child; she was refused any--consequently she read whatever came in
her way. She found this key that fitted the library door, and used it.
She would quietly unlock it, and take one of the books nearest to her
without fear of its being missed, for Sir Arthur seldom entered the
room. In this fashion she read many books that were valuable,
instructive, and amusing. She also read many that would have been much
better left alone. Her innocence, however, saved her from harm. She knew
so little of life that what would have perhaps injured another was not
even noticed by her.
In this manner she educated herself, and the result was exactly what was
to be expected. She had in her mind the most curious collection of
poetry and romance, the most curious notions of right and wrong, the
most unreal ideas it was possible to imagine. Then, as she grew older,
life began to unroll itself before her eyes.
She saw that outside this dull world of Oakton there was another world
so fair and bright that it dazzled her. There was a world full of music
and song, where people danced and made merry, where they rode and drove
and enjoyed themselves, where there was no dulness and no gloom--a world
of which the very thought was so beautiful, so bewildering, that her
pulse thrilled and her heart beat as she dreamed of it. Would she ever
find her way into that dazzling world, or would she be obliged to live
here always, shut up with these old, formal people, amid the quaint
carvings and giant trees? And then when she was seventeen, she began to
dream of the other world women find so fair--the fairyland of hope and
love. Her ideas of love were nearly all taken from poetry: it was
something very magnificent, very beautiful, taking one quite out of
commonplace affairs. Would it ever come to her?
She thought life had begun and ended too, for her, when one day Lady
Vaughan told her to come into her room--she wished to talk to her. The
girl followed her with a weary, hopeless expression on her face. "I am
going to have a lecture," she thought; "I have said a word too little or
a word too much."
But, wonderful to say, Lady Vaughan was not prepared with a lecture. She
sat down in her great easy-chair and pointed to a footstool. Hyacinth
took it, wondering very much what was coming.
"My dear Hyacinth," she began; "you are growing up now; you will be
quite a woman soon; and it is time you knew what Sir Arthur and I have
planned for you."
She did not feel much interest in learning what it was--something
intolerably dull it was sure to be.
"You know," continued Lady Vaughan, "there has never been the least
deception used toward you. You are the only child of our only son; but
it has never been understood that you were to be heiress of the Chase."
"I should not like to have the Chase," said Hyacinth timidly. "I should
not know what to do with it."
Lady Vaughan waved her hand in very significant fashion.
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