“A letter from India, Gavan dear,” Miss Rachel, the distributer of the
mail would say. “Tell us your news.” And before them all, in the midst
of the general’s comments on politics, crops, and weather, the rustling
of newspapers, the pouring of tea, he was forced to open and read his
letter and to answer, even during the reading, the kindly triviality of
the questions showered upon him. “Yes, thank you, very well indeed. Yes,
in Calcutta. Yes, enjoying herself, I think, thanks.” His pallor on
these occasions, his look of hardened endurance, told Eppie all that it
did not tell the others. And that his eagerness was too great for him to
wait until after breakfast, she saw, too. A bright thought of rescue
came to her at last. On the mornings when the Indian mail was due, she
was up a good hour before her usual time. Long before the quaint,
musical gong sounded its vague, blurred melody for prayers, she was out
of the house and running through the birch-woods to the village road,
where, just above the church, she met the postman. He was an old friend,
glad to please the young lady’s love of importance, and the mail was
trusted to her care. Eppie saved all her speed for the return. Every
moment counted for Gavan’s sheltered reading. She felt as if, her back
to its door, she stood before the sheltered chamber of their meeting,
guarding their clasp and kiss, sweet and sorrowful, from alien eyes.
Flushed, panting, she darted up to his room, handing his letter in to
him, while she said in an easy, matter-of-fact tone, “Your mail, Gavan.”
Gavan, like the postman, attributed his good luck to Eppie’s love of
importance, and only on the third morning discovered her manœuver.
He came down early himself to get his own letter, found that the mail
had not arrived, and, strolling disappointedly down the drive, was
almost knocked down by Eppie rushing in at the gate. She fell back,
dismayed at the revelation that must force the fullness of her sympathy
upon him--almost as if she herself glanced in at the place of meeting.
“I’ve got the letters,” she said, leaning on the stone pillar and
recovering her breath. “There’s one for you.” And she held it out.
But for once Gavan’s concentration seemed to be for her rather than for
the letter. “My mother’s letter?” he said.
She nodded.
“It was you, then. I wondered why they came so much earlier.”
“I met the postman; he likes to be saved that much of his walk.”
“You must have to go a long way to get them so early. You went on
purpose for me, I think.”
Looking aside, she now had to own: “I saw that you hated reading them
before us all. I would hate it, too.”
“Eppie, my dearest Eppie,” said Gavan. Glancing at him, she saw tears in
his eyes, and joy and pride flamed up in her. He opened the letter and
read it, walking beside her, his hand on her shoulder, showing her that
he did not count her among “us all.”
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