After that they went together to meet the postman, and, unasked, Gavan
would read to her long pieces from what his mother said.
It was a few weeks later, on one of these days, that she knew, from his
face while he read, and from his silence, that bad news had come. He
left her at the house, making no confidence, and at breakfast, when he
came down to it later, she could see that he had been struggling for
self-mastery. This pale, controlled face, at which she glanced furtively
while they did their lessons in the library, made her think of the
Spartan boy, calm over an agony. Even the general noticed the mechanical
voice and the pallor and asked him if he were feeling tired this
morning. Gavan owned to a headache.
“Off to the moors directly, then,” said the general; “and you, too,
Eppie. Have a morning together.”
Eppie sat over her book and said that perhaps Gavan would rather go
without her; but Gavan, who had risen, said quickly that he wanted her
to come. “Let us go to the hilltop,” he said, when they were outside in
the warm, scented sunlight.
They went through the woods, where the burn ran, rippling loudly, and
the shadows were blue on the little, sandy path that wound among pines
and birches. Neither spoke while they climbed the gradual ascent. They
came out upon the height that ran in a long undulation to the far lift
of mountain ranges. Under a solitary group of pines they sat down.
The woods of Kirklands were below them, and then the vast sea of purple,
heaving in broad, long waves to the azure, intense and clear, of the
horizon. The wind sighed, soft and shrill, through the pines above them,
and far away they heard a sheep-bell tinkle. Beyond the delicate
miniature of the village a wind-mill turned slow, gray sails. The whole
world, seemed a sunlit island floating in the circling blue. Robbie sat
at their feet, alert, upright, silhouetted against the sky.
“Robbie, Robbie,” said Gavan, gently, as he leaned forward and stroked
the dog’s back. Eppie, too, stroked with him. The silence of his unknown
grief weighed heavily on her heart and she guessed that though for him
the pain of silence was great, the pain of speech seemed greater.
He presently raised himself again, clasping both hands about his knees
and looking away into the vast distance. His head, with its thick hair,
its fine, aquiline nose and delicately jutting chin, made Eppie think,
vaguely, of a picture she had seen of a young Saint Sebastian, mutely
enduring arrows, on a background of serene sky. With the thought, the
silence became unendurable; she strung herself to speak. “Tell me,
Gavan,” she said, “have you had bad news?”
He cast her a frightened glance, and, looking down, began to pull at the
heather. “No, not bad news, exactly.”
Eppie drew a breath of dubious relief. “But you are so unhappy about
something.”
Gavan nodded.
“But why, if it’s not bad news?”
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