Robbie’s death overshadowed the last days of Gavan’s stay. Eppie did not
feel, after it, after his avowed and helpless breakdown, the barrier
sense so strongly. He didn’t attempt to hide dejection; but that was
probably because she too was dejected and there was no necessity for
keeping up appearances that would only jar and hurt. Eppie gave herself
whole-heartedly to her griefs, and this was her grief as well as his. He
could share it. It was no longer the holding her at arm’s length from a
private woe. Yet the grief was not really shared, Eppie knew, for it was
not the same grief that they felt. Of the difference they did not speak
again. Then there came the sadness of the parting, so near now and for
the first time realized in all its aspects.
Eppie gathered, from chance remarks of the general’s, that this parting
was to be indefinite. The summer at Kirklands was no precedent for
future summers, as she and Gavan had quite taken for granted. An uncle
of Gavan’s, his father’s eldest brother, was to give him his home in
England. This uncle had been traveling in the East this summer, and
Gavan did not formally come under his jurisdiction until autumn. But the
general conjectured that the jurisdiction would be well defined and
tolerably stringent. Sir James Palairet had clearly cut projects for
Gavan; they would, perhaps, not include holidays at Kirklands. The
realization was, for Gavan, too, a new one.
“Am I not to come back here next summer?” he asked.
“I’m afraid not, Gavan; we haven’t first claim, you see. Perhaps Sir
James will lend you to us now and then; but from what I know of him I
imagine that he will want to do a lot with you, to put you through a
great deal. There won’t be much time for this sort of thing. You will
probably travel with him.”
They were in the library and, speaking from the depths of her fear,
Eppie asked: “Do you like Sir James, Uncle Nigel?” She suspected a
pitying quality in the cogitating look that the general bent upon Gavan.
“I hardly know him, my dear. He is quite an eminent man. A little
severe, perhaps,--something of a martinet,--but just, conscientious. It
is a great thing for Gavan,” the general continued, making the best of a
rather bleak prospect, “to have such an uncle to give him a start in
life. It means the best sort of start.”
Directly the two children were alone, both sitting in the deep
window-seat, Gavan said, “Don’t worry, Eppie. Of course I’ll come
back--soon.” His face took on the hardness that its delicacy could so
oddly express. He was confronting his ambiguous fate in an attitude of
cold resolution. For his sake, Eppie controlled useless outcries. “You
have seen your uncle, Gavan?”
“Yes, once; in India. He came up to Darjeeling one summer.”
“Is he nice--nicer than Uncle Nigel made out, I mean?”
“He isn’t like my father,” said Gavan, after a moment.
“You mean that he isn’t wicked?” Eppie asked baldly.
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