The Shield of LoveFarjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
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The Shield of Love
Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
English fiction -- 19th century
"We live to be deceived," said Mr. Fox-Cordery, sadly surveying the
ceiling, "to find our confidence abused. We create an ideal, and
discover, too late, that we have been worshiping a mask, the removal
of which sends a shudder through our"--he could not find the word he
wanted, so he added--"system."
His mother's eyes were fixed admiringly upon him, but there was no
admiration in Charlotte's face as, with her hand to her heart, she
said boldly:
"You are fond of using fine phrases, Fox, but I do not think you
believe in them."
"I am not to be deterred by insults from doing my duty," he replied.
"Mr. Dixon asked permission to pay his addresses to you, and, as your
natural guardians and protectors, we refused. That should have put an
end to the affair."
"I should be justified in asking you," said Charlotte, "whether you
think other persons have feelings as well as yourself. If I were to
interfere in your love matters I wonder what you would say."
"The cases are different," said Mr. Fox-Cordery pathetically. "I am a
man; you are a woman."
"Yes," said Charlotte, with bitterness, "I am a woman, and am
therefore expected to sacrifice myself. Have you finished, Fox?"
"There is only this to say. It is your mother's command, and mine,
that the intimacy between you and Mr. Dixon shall cease. We will not
allow it to continue."
He gave his mother a prompting glance.
"Your brother has expressed it correctly," she said. "We will not
receive Mr. Dixon into our family. He is an utterly objectionable
person, and we will have nothing to do with him. If you have a grain
of decent feeling in you, you will obey. Now you can go to your room."
CHAPTER IV.
Wherein Cinderella Asserts Herself.
CHARLOTTE rose, work in hand, and went toward the door, they following
her with their eyes, desiring her obedience and approving of it, and
yet curious to ascertain what was passing in her mind. For that she
was unusually stirred was evident from her manner, which was that of
one who had been beaten down all her life, and in whom the seeds of
rebellion were struggling to force themselves into light. Suddenly she
turned and faced them, and they saw in her eyes the spirit of a brave
resolve.
"You have spoken plainly to me," she said. "I must speak plainly to
you."
"Go to your room this instant," sternly said her mother.
That the hard cold voice should have given her fresh courage, was a
novel experience to them; generally it compelled obedience, but now it
had failed. It seemed, indeed, as if she had burst the bonds of
oppression which had held her fast for so many years.
"Not till I have said what I have to say, mother. It is something you
ought to hear." She paused a moment before she continued. "It is three
years ago this very day since we had our last conversation about Mr.
Dixon."
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