The Shield of LoveFarjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
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The Shield of Love
Farjeon, B. L. (Benjamin Leopold)
English fiction -- 19th century
"Really!" exclaimed Mrs. Fox-Cordery, and would have expressed herself
more violently had not her son restrained her with a warning look,
which meant, "Let her go on; she will be sure to commit herself."
"Mr. Dixon was in the habit for some time of coming regularly to the
house, and his visits formed the pleasantest remembrances in my life,
with the exception of the happy years when my dear father was alive."
"Your dear father, indeed!" was Mrs. Fox-Cordery's scornful comment.
"From the date of my dear father's death," said Charlotte steadily;
she was speaking now calmly and resolutely, "Mr. Dixon is the only
gentleman who has shown me any consideration, and who has made me feel
that I have some claim to a higher position in this house than that of
a menial. I am ignorant of the nature of his business with Fox----"
"I will enlighten you," interposed Mr. Fox-Cordery; "he was in my
employ, a paid servant."
"He served you faithfully, I am sure; it is not in his nature to be
otherwise than faithful in all that he undertakes. He was received
here as an equal, and he treated me as such. Neither you nor my mother
ever did. I have no memory of one kind look I have received from
either of you; and it is hardly to be wondered at that I should have
felt grateful to the gentleman who spoke to me in a kind and gentle
voice, and who showed in his manner toward me that he regarded me as a
lady. He awoke within me a sense of self-respect which might have
slept till I was an old woman, whose life, since the death of my
father, had never been brightened by a ray of love. He awoke within
me, also, a sense of shame; and I saw how humiliating it was that I
should be dressed as I am dressed now, in clothes which a common
servant would be ashamed to wear. But I had no choice. You gave me
food, and you gave me nothing else, not even thanks. You pay your
servants wages; you might have paid me something so that I could have
bought clothes in which I should not feel degraded. I have not a
shilling I can call my own----"
"Don't stop me, Fox," cried Mrs. Fox-Cordery, thoroughly enraged; "I
must speak! You shameless creature, how dare you utter these
falsehoods? You have a beautiful gown, and a hat, and boots, and
everything a woman can wish for; and you stand there, and deny it to
my face!"
"I do deny it, mother. Are these things really mine? If they are, why
do you keep them locked up in your wardrobe, and why do you allow me
to wear them only when I go out with you, or when any particular
visitor comes to the house?"
"Because you are not fit to be trusted, you ungrateful child!"
"No, mother, it is not that. You allow me to put them on sometimes
because you cannot with decency allow me to be seen as I am. You
forget, mother; you have told me over and over again that the clothes
I wear--even those I have on now--are not my own, and are only lent to
me."
"And so they are. It was not your money that paid for them."
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