He had always known this wholesome, sweet breath that swept into his
face. It was merely that of the outdoors, the open places that were his
own haunts. It was wholly fitting and true that the silence should lie
over the dark spruce that ringed about him, a silence that, in its
infinite harmony with some queer mood of silence in his own heart, was
more moving than any voice. All was as he had secretly known: the hushed
tree aisles, the gray radiance--soft as a hand upon the brow--of the
afterglow; the all-pervading health and peace of the wilderness. Except
for an old and trusted companion, he was alone with it all, and that too
was as it should be. Just he and the forest, his companion and the
gliding river.
He didn't try to understand, at first, the joy and the wonder that
thrilled him, nor could he speak aloud the thoughts that came to him.
Ravished and mystified, he walked softly to the dark, still edge of the
forest, penetrated it a distance, then sat down to wait.
For the first time in years, it seemed to him, he was at peace. A
strange sense of self-realization--lost to him in his years of
exile--climbed like fire through him; and with it the return of a lost
virility, a supreme vigor tingling each little nerve; a sense of
strength and power that was almost blinding.
He sat still. He saw the twilight descending, ever heavier, over the
forest. The sharp edges of the individual trees faded and blended, the
trunks blurred. He turned one fleeting glance of infinite, inexpressible
gratitude toward Ezram--the man who had brought him here and who now was
busily engaged in unpacking the canoe and making camp--then looked back
to his forests. The wind brought the wood smells,--spruce and moldering
earth and a thousand more no man could name. The great, watchful,
brooding spirit of the forest went in to him.
All at once his heart seemed to pause in his breast. He was
listening,--for what he did not know. His eyes strained into the
shadows. Brush wavered, a twig cracked with a miniature explosion. And
then two figures emerged into the beaver meadow opposite him.
They were only creatures of the wild, an old cow moose, black and
ungainly, and her long-legged, awkward calf. Yet they supplied the
detail that was missing. They were the one thing needed to complete the
picture--the crowning touch that revealed this land as it was--the
virgin wilderness where the creatures of the wild still held full sway.
But it did more. All at once a great clarity seemed to take possession
of his mind. Here, in these dark forests, were the _stimuli_ of which
Forest, the alienist, had spoken; and his brain seemed to leap, as in
one impulse, to the truth. Suddenly he knew the answer to all the
questions and problems that had troubled him so long.
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