Many times, in the past years, he had seen logs jammed in the water, a
veritable labyrinth that defied dissolution. Suddenly, as if by magic,
the key log would be ejected, and the whole jam would break, shatter
down in one stupendous crash, settle and dissolve, leaving at last only
drift logs floating quietly in the river. Thus it was with the confusion
in his brain. All at once it seemed to dissolve, the tangled skeins
straightened out, the association areas of his mind stirred full into
life once more. As he sat there, pale as the twilight sky, the mists of
amnesia lifted from him. He was cured as if by the touch of a holy man.
No wonder these forests depths were familiar. His boyhood and early
manhood, clear until the vortex of war had engulfed him, had been spent
amid just such surroundings, in just such silences, on the banks of
just such wilderness rivers. The same sky line of dark, heaven-reaching
spruce had fronted him of old. He sprang up, his eyes blazing. "I
remember everything," an inaudible voice spoke within him. Then he
whispered, fervently, to his familiar wilds. "And I have come home."
VII
Everything was as it should be, as he and Ezram made the camp. He
himself cut the boughs for their beds, laid them with his remembered
skill, spread the blankets, and kept the fire blazing while Ezram
cooked; afterwards he knew the indescribable peace of a pipe smoke
beside the glowing coals. He saw the moon come up at last, translating
the spruce forest into a fairy land.
Of course he had remembered the moon. How many times had he watched for
its argent gleam on the sky line, the vivid, detailed silhouette of the
spruce against it; and then its slow-spreading glory through the still,
dark forests! The spires of the trees grew ensilvered, as always;
immense nebulous patches lay between the trunks, shadows stole
mysteriously, phantoms met, lingered, and vanished.
This was his own North! The stir and vigor in the very air told him
that. This was the land he had dreamed of, under the moon; the primeval
forests that had tried him, tested him, staked their cruel might against
him, but yet had blessed him with their infinite beneficence and
hospitality. It was ever somber, yet its dusky beauty stirred him more
than any richness he had seen in bright cities. He knew its every mood:
ecstasy in spring; gentleness in summer; brooding melancholy in the gray
days of fall; remorseless, savage, but unspeakably beautiful in the
winter. He felt his old pity for the spring flowers, blossoming so
hopefully in this gentle season. How soon they would be covered with
many feet of snow!
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