When they reached the spot where the great event had occurred which gave
the lie to his present behaviour, she ventured to send him a furtive
sidelong glance. But he did not respond, seeming not to have noticed her
look. His jockey cap pulled close over his head down to the back of his
neck, his thin, tightly-drawn face, sprinkled with dewdrops, his boyish
body, all muscle and bone, he sat on his saddle as if he and his horse
were one.
"How I love him, in spite of everything, the dear little fellow," she
thought, and pictured to herself how horribly abandoned she would feel
if ever he were to leave the place. And it became clear as day to her
that the gay excitement in her soul, the sense of abundance in her life
here where she dwelt, had arisen from nothing else than his always,
always being near by.
They rode along at an even gait. The brown ridges bordering the opposite
bank of the stream drew nearer and nearer. Von Prell seemed to be making
for them, but this did not serve her purpose, because the hour for a
frank talk had struck.
To-day or never!
She made a great effort to go over in her mind what she would say to
him. But her thoughts were incoherent. She had to keep her attention
fixed on the horse; and so long as she remained in the saddle she felt
herself too much under Von Prell's control.
Summoning all her courage she asked:
"Can't we dismount?"
He paused to consider, but she had jumped from her horse already, and he
had just time enough to grasp the mare's snaffle. He reprimanded her,
though in the end he had to yield.
They walked side by side, Von Prell leading both horses.
The path led through a stone pit sparsely grown with oak trees and
alders. Golden marigold buttons dotted the marshy spots, and the
bur-reed stretched out its bristly fruit on crinkled arms. Reddish dock
raised its aging stalk and the floating grass was drawing in its blades
in expectation of approaching autumn.
A mountain-ash, felled by a storm, stretched diagonally from the side of
the road across the ditch. Its purplish red clusters of berries glowed
like flames which by right should have been extinguished long ago, but
which a mysterious life-force kept feeding.
"I'd like to sit here," said Lilly
He bowed.
"If you please."
"But you must sit down, too."
"I must hold the horses, my lady."
"You can tie them to a tree."
He considered a while.
"I can," he said, and tied the reins about the stump of the fallen tree.
When he was about to sit down next to her, she moved nearer to the
middle of the trunk to make room for him, and she sat with her feet
dangling over the ditch water.
He shoved himself after her, swinging his upper body between his arms,
which held him like props.
"No further," she said. She did not want him too close to her.
"At my lady's service," he answered, and kicked his heels.
The grotesque stiffness of his speech annoyed her.
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