Everything about him bespoke force and decision--to Lilly's admiration,
well-nigh to her dread. Nevertheless, although a golden brown tinge of
health from the south still coloured his cheeks, his body was not
robust. His throat was delicate, his breath came and went hastily, and
sometimes, when a veil fell over his eyes as if he were looking inward,
a soft weariness crept over his features which gave him an extremely
youthful appearance and evoked motherly feelings.
"So _that's_ what you are," she thought and stretched herself in
blissful peace. "At last."
"Why are you closing your eyes?" he asked solicitously. "Aren't you
feeling well?"
"Yes, oh, yes," she said caressingly. "But speak to me, tell me about
down there where I've always wanted to be and never could be."
Lilly went on to tell him of the great yearning which the consumptive
teacher had awakened in her, and how it had continued to smoulder under
all the ashes life had cast upon it.
"I in your place would have made a pilgrimage there barefoot."
"Pshaw," she said. "I've had money enough. But I've never
been free. Once I got as far as Bozen and had to turn back--as a
punishment--because a young man ogled me."
"Oh, dreadful," he laughed, "that was hard luck. Much harder than you
divine."
"Oh, I divine it," she sighed. "I need merely look at you."
"Why at me?"
"Because you shine like Moses after he witnessed the glory of the Lord."
He became serious.
"There are glories up here, too. But you're right. I have so much life
and light stored up in me from down there, so many sources have been
opened up, so many germs have begun to sprout--sometimes I hardly know
what to do with all my wealth. I write my fingers bloody, and more keeps
coming. I would like ever to give, give, give. But I don't know to
whom."
"To me," she implored, holding out her hands palm upward. "I am so
miserably poor."
He looked at her with great, severe, clairvoyant eyes.
"You are not poor. They have simply let you starve."
"Isn't that the same thing?"
He shook his head, continuing to keep his gaze fixed upon her rigidly.
"What was your husband?" he asked.
"I--am--the divorced wife--of an army officer of high rank," she replied
with downcast eyes.
This time--thank the Lord!--it was not a lie.
Yet, to be accurate, she had lied.
For see what she was _now_!
He clasped her hand, which lay next to his on the table, and held it an
instant.
"If it is difficult for you to speak of your life, don't," he said.
"Later, perhaps, when we know each other better, you will tell me. I
will tell you about myself--and how I--came to do my work."
"The work of which you spoke that time?" Lilly asked, strangely stirred
by the sudden solemnity of his tone.
Drawing a deep breath he stretched out his clenched fists and his eyes
stared into space.
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