Most unpleasant of all, however, were those who said nothing, but
presented bills. Mrs. Czepanek sold or pawned all the articles of luxury
left her from the middle-class comfort of her youth, or from her
husband's liberal moods. But these soon gave out. Furniture, dress and
linen not absolutely indispensable followed; then at last the creditors
were stilled.
The singing society, to the leadership of which Kilian Czepanek had been
called fifteen years before, and which, during that period, had carried
off no less than six prizes, expressed its satisfaction with the
accomplishments of its conductor by holding the position open for half a
year and paying the salary in full to his wife.
But this period of grace also came to an end. Now began the bitter
begging pilgrimages to the eminent citizens and officials of the city,
the sorry pulling of bells, the anxious scraping of shoes before
strangers' doors, the half-hour waitings in dark corridors, the abashed
sitting down on the narrow edges of chairs, the sighs, the stammering,
the wiping of eyes, which, however honestly meant, came to have somewhat
the appearance of professional hypocrisy. The more it was calculated to
produce an impression the more it failed of its purpose.
Now came the chase for work in shop and factory, in all places where
bed-linen and shirts and nightgowns are made, where cheap lace is added
to cheap underwear, where white goods is vitalised with hems and yokes
and bindings and strings. Now came the whizz of the sewing machine the
whole day and the whole night. Now came pricked fingers, inflamed eyes,
swollen knees, vinegar compresses about feverish temples, a simmering
tea-kettle at four o'clock in the morning, watery coffee heated three
times over, with bread and butter instead of the midday roast and the
evening eggs. In short, now came poverty.
And strange to say, the more remote the day on which Kilian Czepanek had
disappeared, the more confidently his abandoned wife looked forward to
his return. The first half year had passed; another conductor appeared
and challenged comparison. For a couple of weeks the papers contented
themselves with mortifying him by flattering allusions to the former
leader. But this also passed. And now followed the great silence of the
grave. At most, Czepanek's picture remained alive only in a few
bar-rooms and a few girls' hearts.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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