For Lilly the roll of music lying in the upper drawer of the linen
chest, held together by two rubber bands, was a kind of household
divinity, which gave purity and sanctity to the home. She had imbibed
reverence for the sheets of paper, scrawled over with curly-headed
runes, since the dawn of her recollections, and their music was
familiar to her from her early childhood.
Papa, it is true, did not like to have the themes of his creation
bandied about in everyday life. "Why don't you sing 'O du lieber
Augustin' or 'Nun sei bedankt, mein lieber Schwan?'" he used to say when
he caught one of them dreamily humming his arias. "They are plenty good
enough for you."
Later his warnings grew unnecessary. Mama gradually forgot everything
sounding like a song, and Lilly withdrew more and more into herself.
She had arranged a sort of mass from the Song of Songs, which she
celebrated before the mirror when she knew she was alone in the house.
She draped a sheet about her waist like a skirt, hung window-curtains
over her shoulders, wound old lace about her neck, and wove spangles
taken from shoes into her hair. Singing, weeping, and uttering shouts of
joy, with genuflections, magic dances and airy embraces, she lived
through Sulamith's bridal yearning and ecstasy as awakened to life again
in papa's Song of Songs after a slumber of twenty-five hundred years.
The manuscript of this song became the anchor to which the hopes of
Kilian Czepanek's family were henceforth fastened. It was conceivable
that he, a vagabond, cast out by his own parents when a child, might
abandon wife and daughter to want and pining--but to believe that he
would desert the work of his lifetime, the sword wherewith he was to
fight his way back into the great world, was sheer folly.
And while the sewing-machine whizzed and whirred day and night in the
attic to which Mrs. Czepanek and her daughter had removed, while the
body of the forsaken woman dried up entirely and grew ever more
deformed, and the layer of paint with which she kept herself young
rested upon cheekbones sharpening from week to week, there lay in the
upper drawer of the linen chest (the chest had been saved from
bankruptcy) an earnest of future reunion, working miracles by its
proximity, the Song of Songs.
CHAPTER III
Lilly was now a tall young woman with a well-developed figure for her
age, who carried her school-bag through the streets with the air of a
princess.
Her plaid dress of mixed wool was always wrinkled by rain, and despite
the let-out tucks was ever too short. Her rainy-day boots went to the
cobbler time and again, and between the wavy ends of her cotton gloves
and the hems of her sleeves laboriously stretched to meet them, gleamed
a strip of red, slender arm.
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