It was not Lilly. True, he loved his child, loved her with a tenderness
strangely compounded of pleasure in a toy for idle hours, and of
aesthetic delight in her inner and outer loveliness. But for a real
father's love, she knew, there was no room in his gypsy heart. Even in
hours when he would feel himself most alone and abandoned, the thought
would never occur to him to seek solace and comfort with a child of his.
But the wife had something else in her keeping which gave her a far
stronger hold upon him--a roll of music; that was all. He might easily
have put it in the bag with which he had departed on his great journey.
In fact, he had attempted to. But so great at the decisive moment was
his desire to escape that he did not dare to face his suspicious wife.
This roll of music contained everything that had linked his past with
his future during the fifteen years of his Philistine life, everything
remaining from the titanic storm and stress of his youth, from the giddy
hopes and ambitions of the days when he starved.
This roll of music--it was slender enough--contained the work of his
life; it contained the Song of Songs.
Since Lilly could think, nothing in the world had been spoken of with
such respect, with such tender and reverent awe, as this work, of which,
with the exception of the two women, no one knew a note.
It was something that had never yet been, something unheard of, a new
world of sound, the beginning of a musical development, of which the end
was lost in the twilight of mystic anticipation.
The opera had reached its culmination in Wagner, the road from which
pointed straight down into the abyss; symphonic composition no longer
answered modern requirements for sense music; the song had been split up
by the newest school into a series of small subtle effects. The art of
the future belonged to the oratorio, but not that constrained wooden
production hitherto suffered to pass by the name from a false belief
that we have to make concessions to a misunderstood ecclesiasticism,
but--and here it was that the new world of sound, the Song of Songs,
began.
The score had been completed years ago. To entrust it to the heavy
execution of the musicians of Czepanek's provincial town would have been
desecration. So it lay there and lay there, and interwove the day with a
mild, mysterious light, which no one saw, yet every one felt. It shot
rays of light into the distant future, and so filled a child's
palpitating heart with anticipation, prayer and love that that heart
would rather have stood still than exist without this fountain of the
good and the noble, from which the acting forces of life daily drew
their sustenance.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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